"Well you don't get to have me when you want to. Shit don't happen on your time."
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J a y d eI woke up at about 7 excited for today. When I first met Jodi I was in school but when loving him I quit that to give him my undivided attention which wasn't one of my best decisions.
Last night I registered for some classes at Fulton community college and I was gonna start today. Because I quiet school some years ago I had lost my scholarship but as long as I was attending some type of school I would be happy.
After taking a shower I put on a nude shirt green jogger type pants and nude heels. I brushed my hair back reminding myself to do something to it this week.
I grabbed my keys and my bag and jogged downstairs seeing Sammie at the table eating cereal.
"Goodmorning handsome." I kissed his cheek making him smile with his mouth closed.
"Where you going?"
"School." I said in a matter of fact tone.
"Since when do you go to school."
"Since today." I grabbed a peach out of the fridge and closed it back and turned to Sammie.
"Stop questioning me I'm grown." I said playfully.
"Man bye." He got up putting his bowl in the sink and hugging me.
"Bye."
"Bye sis."
I went to my car and started it after applying my lipgloss using the rear view mirror.
I drove to the college listening to the breakfast club. I realized the school was in somewhat of a walking distance but you would never catch me walking. Especially not when it's as hot as it is today.
I got to the college and went to the class I was assigned to today.
I entered the class and it wasn't that big but it was big enough to fit about 30 people and all 20 something eyes were on me.
I went to the back avoiding all the stares and sat up straight at the table texting until the professor arrived and when he did I gave him my undivided attention.
***I exited the classroom along with the rest of the students. I was glad I only had one class today because I forgot how exhausted school could be. I was able to see my car from where I was and I was confused to see somebody leaning against it. I frowned and got closer and began to feel uncomfortable to see that it was Kadai.
"Um hey what are you doing here? And how did you know this was my car?"
"I saw you come in but I didn't know you go here?"
"I just started...you go here." He nodded and I realized he had a school ID that said Kadai Daniels.
"Yea I just started as well. You never called."
"I just been real busy you know I never got around to it."
"Well do you plan on getting around to it?" I laughed awkwardly.
"I don't know." I answered honestly.
"Well call if you want to I won't stress you" I nodded.
"Have a nice day." He smiled walking away.
I got into my car creeped out. I never intended on calling him but now I wasn't gonna call him and I thought he was weird.
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