Addicted

Chapter 28

Don't cry for me. I'm not worth your tears.
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I pulled up to Jodi's house one again  and saw Jodi's car in the driveway. I searched Terrance's car quickly knowing he had a gun in here somewhere, it was Terrance. Just as I figured there was a small handgun under the seat and I quickly grabbed it and got out and walked into the house.

"Where the fuck she at?" I head Jodi scream and I bit my lip following his voice. I noticed the bodies of the security laid out in different parts of the living room causing me to cringe a bit. I didn't know how I was gonna use this gun.

I walked up the stairs and seen Terrance and Jodi in the hallways with their backs facing me. Terrance had a gun in hand pointing toward Ciara who was passed out on the floor so she couldn't see me standing there watching the scene.

"Alright Jodi you know what? I shoulda killed this bitch a long time ago." He raised the gun a bit higher but before he could shoot I quickly sent a bullet to his neck instantly sending him to the ground. Jodi turned around to me quickly and I pointed it at him. He looked at me blankly.

"Oh forreal?" He said eyeing the gun and I bit my lip and stepped back with my hands shaking.

"Finally grew some balls right?" He stepped towards me and I backed up.

"Stay the fuck back or I'll do you how I did him." He scoffed and shook his head.

"You an ungrateful bitch. I loved your stupid ass and this how you do a nigga?" I stepped back until my back hit the railing.

"Look at you. Your shaking stupid bitch. You backing up like I'm the one with a gun. You ain't grow no balls." He said snatching the gun from me and hitting me with it making me fall to the floor.

" You a stupid ass hoe." He said taking the bullets out the gun and throwing them at me one by one causing them to send a stinging pop to my skin.

"I shoulda known you would play me." He said taking a handful of my hair and dragging me to the stairs as I screamed and begged for him to stop. He threw me down and I hit every single step before I got to the bottom and he came down after. He grabbed the back of my hoodie pulling me up and dragging me to the kitchen. He turned the stove up to high and grabbed a spoon placing it on the isle as I screamed trying to get out his grip. He tried to take off my jacket as I tried to struggle but my small weak frame was nothing against his. He took the now red spoon off and popped me in the arm causing me to let out a piercing scream.

"Please!" I screamed.

"Oh now you begging?" He said popping me on the side of my neck as I let out another scream.

"I should've known not to fuck with you from the jump I could tell you couldn't be trusted but I loved-"

"Stop! No you didn't love me Jodi. You loved the fact that I'd fall to your feet in a heartbeat. That ain't love Jodi." I cried as sweat ran down my face. He let out a cold chuckle.

"Maybe your right." He said sending his foot to my stomach causing me to grown and pain. I watched him from the floor as he walked to the kitchen drawer pulling out a gun that resembled the one that I found in Terence's car.

"And now you gotta die." He cocked the gun and knelt down putting it to my head.

"Any last words?" I nodded and cleared my throat.

"Fuck you Jodi. I hate you and I hope you burn in hell. I never loved you I loved Masiah. My heart is with Masiah and my son. I hope they come back and kill you." He smirked and I closed my eyes saying a silent prayer and asking the lord to forgive me for my sins before two gunshots went off. I gasped opening my eyes when I didn't feel a bullet entering me yet I felt a body fall on top of my.

"Come on Jayde get up." Ciara said pushing Jodi's limp body off of me. My eyes widened and I got up hugging her as we both cried.

"We gotta leave." She said and I nodded.

"The keys." She held them up jingling them and I smiled before we ran outside and got into the car.

"It's that time of the month...they're at the warehouse." Ciara said and I smiled and nodded.

"Let's go."

I sped to the warehouse just wanting to feel and be in Madiah's embrace. I haven't seen him in so long and I missed him. I hoped he didn't hate me that much and missed me back. I ran lights and drove past speed limits to get to the warehouse but the gates were locked. I couldn't wait though. I needed to get to him.
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Masiah

I sat at the round table making business moves with my soon to be connect Tito.

"How I know you can be trusted." I chuckled and folded my hands leaning on the table.

"I don't know. But I ain't grimy like these other niggas. I'm tryna eat so I don't got time to be tryna cause trouble for you and myself by pulling some funny shit you-"

"Boss! There's a grey Sedan that just sped through the gates!"

"Nigga what I told y'all earlier." I said walking to my closet pulling out a machine gun and running outside with Taj behind me.

By the time I got outside the car was already full of bullet holes and My workers was outside watching the scene.

"Why the fuck y'all benign nosey! Go work!" I screamed causing them to scurry inside.

" Who the fuck is it?" I asked and everyone shrugged I'm assuming since the tints were to dark. I sucked my teeth and jogged to the door and opened it and I almost cried when I seen who was inside. Ciara was knocked out with her head on the dashboard and Jayde was now in my arms since I caught her from falling out the car.

"S-stay with me Jayde." I said trying to hold back tears. No matter what she ever did to me I loved her. I always did and I couldn't see her go out like this. Not because of me.

"I-I never l-left you. Jodi made me s-say t-that. I love you." I bit my lip finally letting a tear roll down my cheek. How could I have been so dumb. I could see she loved me I always could. Love poured out in every word she said.

"I love you too baby."

"Elijah's with J-joy. T-tell him I love him too. Don't let him ever think I didn't." I nodded and wiped the year from her eye as she weakly rose her hand and wiped my tears away.

"Don't cry for me. I'm not worth your tears." She said clearly before her hand fell limp and she closed her eyes. I bit my lip letting out a screeching cry as I rested my head on her chest.

"Fuck man!" Taj screamed from behind me and I shook my head.

"Go get somebody to handle her and Ciara's body. Tell them to be careful. I want a funeral." I said before standing up and gently placing her body back in the car. I kissed her forehead and closed the door.