Addicted

Chapter 25

"I have him now. It's not just me anymore. If he finds me he'll kill the both of us."

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Elijah Jasiah Carter born April 30, 2016 7 ounces. After everything I had gone through my happiness had arrived.

"Can I hold my son please?" I said to Masiah, Taj, Joy, and Ciara who had been arguing over him since I had him last night. I made it clear to Joy and Ciara that none of that drama would be around my baby so they had been acting cordial.

"We make some pretty babies." Masiah said kissing my lips and I smiled. His overdramatic ass had fainted while I was given birth but after watching the video Taj had it was beautiful. A woman's body was amazing and I was happy I got to experience that even though it hurt like hell.

"I know...too bad we aren't having anymore." I said smiling and he sucked his teeth.

"Yea right." He walked up to me laying my son on my chest and o smiled. His long eyelashes complimented his big brown eyes and his hair with thick and curly. He had chubby cheeks with dimples engraved that showed everytime he smiled or cried. He was a beautiful baby and Masiah was right. We made something gorgeous.

After a few hours everyone left and my baby was asleep in the incubator on the right side. It was after visiting hours but Masiah was allowed to stay.

"Masiah." I whispered as he laid on my bed asleep.

"Hm." He groaned and I bit my lip at how sexy it sounded. I didn't know how I would go so long without sex.

"Baby I'm hungry."

"So?"

"So I just gave birth to your son after being in pain for 13 hours and you can't do something as simple as getting me food?" He sucked his teeth letting his eyes flutter open.

"Man what you want?"

"I want a wrap from McDonalds and a Hershey's pie from Burger King." He looked at me like I was crazy.

"13 hours Masiah." He rolled his eyes getting up.

"I'll be back." He said pecking my lips and I smiled.

"Thank you. I love you."

"Yea yea you too."
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I hadn't even noticed I had gone to sleep until I heard the door slam and my baby began to cry.

"Damn Masiah what the hell?" I said shaking the incubator making him quiet down a bit. I heard him chuckle and I turned around prepared to curse him out but my voice was caught in my throat when I didn't see that handsome face I was used to seeing.

"Jodi?" I said in shock and he smiled but I knew he was far from happy."

"So you gonna come to Atlanta and let the enemy get you pregnant?" He said but I was too shocked to speak. It wasn't until he back handed me that I knew this was real.

I reached for the nurse button but he grabbed me by my neck snatching me out of my bed causing pain to run up my lower area because of my stitches.

"Jodi please?" I cried and I began crying even more when Terrance walked in.

"The lady about to leave soon so hurry up and get her down there before they change shifts."

"Alright gets the lil boy. Scream and Ima kill you." He said and I nodded quickly not daring to say a word.

When we got in the car I was suprised to see Ciara was inside crying with Terrence in the front seat . Luckily Jodi put my son in my lap and before I knew it Ciara, me and my son were being taken from the hospital.
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When we got to the house they let us walk inside on our own. Regardless of it all I knew Jodi loved me but I didn't know to what length. I didn't know what he'd do to make sure no one would have me.

Terrance walked off to another part of the house with Ciara and Jodi led me to a dining table.

"You hungry?" He asked like he hadn't just kidnapped me, my baby and my best friend and I looked up at him with tears in my eyes.

"Just let me go Jodi. Masiah and Taj gonna be looking for us and I-I don't want them to hurt you." I said lying. Yes I wanted to be let go but not because I didn't want Jodi to get hurt but because I didn't want my baby or I to.

"Nah you good." He said and then he looked at Elijah making me hold him tighter.

"Let me hold him."

"I'm putting him to sleep-"

"It wasn't a question." I frowned looking down at Elijah rubbing my hand over his head. He walked up to me snatching him out of my arms and looking down at him.

"This could be our baby. Right?" I shook my head slowly letting a tear fall down my face.

"He's not your's Jodi." I said and he looked at me with a grimace before storming out the room.

"Jodi what are you doing?!" I yelled following him up the stairs.

"Jodi stop!" I yelled crying but he wouldn't stop. We got to a room and he walked over to the balcony about to open the door.

"Jodi please!" I yelled pulling his arm only for him to back hand me sending me to the floor. I quickly got up just in time to see him holding my baby over the edge.

"Jodi stop!" I screamed punching his back.

"He's the reason you don't wanna be with me?"

"Stop ! Jodi I wanna be with you I swear."

"No don't say that please don't say that!" He yelled looking at me with tears in his eyes.

"He's our baby Jodi. Me and you don't do this." He looked at Elijah and then back to me.

"Our baby?"

"Yes baby me and you." He smiled shaking a bit and brung him back from over the edge and put him to my chest.

"I'm sorry Jayde." He said softly and I nodded wanting him to just leave me alone.

"You try to leave and that's his ass and yours." He growled before walking out and leaving me there." I decided to just stay on the room. I didn't wanna move and I didn't want to see Jodi.

I laid in the bed with my baby knowing he was probably starving so I quickly pulled out my breast and he latched it in to his mouth. I jumped hearing the door open but I relaxed to see Ciara but she wasn't looking good. I wanted to run to here to help but I couldn't since Elijah was feeding.

"What happened?" I whispered crying and she shook her head. She was bruised and had a swollen eye and a bust lip. She looked bad.

"Don't cry. Don't cry for me please. They're not gonna hurt you he won't let you get hurt."

"I don't know what to do Ciara." I said putting my head down ashamed of myself that I had put myself in this position in the first place. I regretted ever meeting Jodi and letting him in and being so dumb to believe everything be told me.

"We're gonna get away. We did it once we can do it again." I shook my head slowly.

"We can't."

"Why can't we?"

"We just can't"

"No tell me why? Tell me why you won't try to help yourself?"

"I have him now. It's not just me anymore. If he finds me he'll kill the both of us."

"That's not a good enough reason for me Jayde." She said weakly.

"I'm scared...scared that one day this shit will go to far. I'm scared that one day he won't get the chance to tell me he's sorry or that he loves me. I know one day he won't hear my cries or me screaming begging for him to stop. I thought I loved him but then I realized that if it came down to it he'll kill me."