Addicted

Epilogue

But she would forever be mine.

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4 years later

M A S I A H

"Daddy look!" Elijah yelled running in the back yard of Taj's house. He was throwing a ball into the little kiddy hoop with Sammie's daughter Jayden. My boy was 5 years old already and he was a handful just like his daddy yet sensitive like his mom which I had to break him out of.

"I see you lil man." I said wrapping my arm tighter around my girl Chloe. It's been a couple of years since Jayde passed and I never thought I'd love again. I loved that girl with all of me for so long and I still cried sometimes at the thought of never being able to hold her or kiss her again. I never imagined me feeling the same way or even close for another. But I do now and it's only been 2 years and a half.

"Come on let's open presents." Joy said making everyone look up and walk over to the blue and pink gift table. I smiled as Joy wobbled around with her huge stomach and sit in one of the chairs in front of the table. Things had changed so much. I had gotten a new girl, Sammie young ass had a kid and Joy was pregnant.

I watched as Joy opened up her gifts and let off a weak smile looking at everyone and their smiles. This could've been me and Jayde. With our second child though. I don't think I could never have another baby. It wouldn't be fair because it'd have a mother and a father and Elijah only had me. He needed all my attention now. I'd have to give him enough for Jayde and I.

"Enough of the presents what's the gender already? I wanna guarantee my son." Taj said making everyone laugh and my mom got up grabbing the box with the result.

"Alright y'all ready?" She said making Taj groan.

"Yes mama open it."

"Alright child damn. 3, 2, 1..." On one she opened the box and blue balloons floated out making Taj cheer. Joy smiled walking over to him and kissed him making everyone laugh and cheer. Of course me and Sammie had to cover them in the blue stick spray cause we could do that.

"Damn another boy... Me, Trinity, and Jayden are the only girls." Joy said smiling. I couldn't smile though because I could only think of Jayde.

"Mommy I'm sleepy." Elijah said climbing into Chloe's lap and I shook my head cause she loved to baby him. Yeah he called Chloe mom...she was the only mother figure he had so she basically was his mom.

"Alright we'll leave in an hour pooh."

"Put him down man he ain't no baby." She sucked her teeth and smiled.

"Tell your daddy Shutup mommy got it." I shook my head and looked up to the sky. I would've done anything to have her back but I knew it was too late. I always knew it was my fault that she was dead but I had to be cautious. I couldn't be caught slipping and instead she was. But I loved her and I always would. I loved her for being the first woman I loved, for loving me and for giving me Elijah. I smiled at how great she had changed and how our love would've been so great. I couldn't help but feel sad for doubting her loyalty but that didn't matter now cause she was gone. But she would forever be mine. Even if she wasn't here.

My lover forever. Alijah Jayde Simone.
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