COLLAGE (Random)

Love is delusional,sometimes.

What more could delusional means? It is deceiving. It would make you believe that  those things aren't the way you think they are. Yung maniniwala ka sa bagay na imposible. Yung akala mo lang lahat.

  Madalas sa'tin naniniwala na  "Walang Forever".  Iilan  din naman na nagsasabing meron. Which is which. Sempre kung sino yung naniniwala dun 'yun yung merong minamahal o may inspirasyon . The other one is alam mo na. May pinagdaanan. Nasaktan. Hindi naghilom. Hindi na naniwala sa forever.

The logic is,  Love can be sometimes deceiving. Pinaniniwala ka sa mga bagay na akala mong totoo. Kelan mo nga ba masasabing totoo 'to?  Kapag nabigay niya ang mga gusto at kailangan mo? Kapag sinabi nyang "Mahal din kita"?  o Kapag ginawa niya na ang lahat para sa'yo? Marahil sasabihin mo, "Oo".  Oo, Siya lang nagparamdam sa'kin nito. Siya lang yung and'yan nung panahong iniwan ka na ng lahat. 

Naisip mo ba , kung di niya kaya lahat napakita at nagawa yun Mahal mo pa din ba siya? 

Ano ba basehan ng Love? Kapag naibsan niya lahat ng sakit sa isang salitang 'sorry'? 

Kapag napalis ng isang halik ang mga agam-agam mo?

O kapag napunan ng isang yakap ang lahat ng kakulangan sa buhay mo?

Hindi ba dapat walang dahilan? Yung mahal mo kasi mahal mo.  

Walang assurance. Yung kahit walang kasiguraduhan sumusugal pa din.  

Walang expiration, kasi pang matagalan yung nararamdaman mo.

Walang doubts, kasi may tiwala kang magtatagal kayo.

Walang complaints, kasi pinasok mo.

With no excuses, kasi papanindigan mo.

It's funny how people believe that they reciprocate uncertain feelings from Love.  It's funny how they think that having been in a so called "Heaven" stops there. As in dun lang yun nagtatapos. It's even funnier to think of being 'there' ,without finding the real deep  reason why ? Why they are in love and loved then complain of being hurt.

Sometimes, what makes us happy is what we think we only need. Basta nakakapagpasaya sa'yo mahal mo na. Basta alam mong pinili ka, pang matagalan na. 

Kapag sinalo ka, safe ka na. 

What we never realize is that, Love is deceiving at any rate. It's delusional that we let ourselves from getting hit .  Because it's what we need , what we crave for and what make us believe afar from the truth.