Day after day I feel sicker and weaker. I'm getting super self-conscious by the day. I'm so scared to tell anyone and I'm afraid to take a pregnancy test. I'm to afraid that it would come out positive, and if I'm pregnant what would I do? My parents would want want Camden and I to get married and Camden never wants to get married. My parents are so against abortion that they would disown me if I even thought about it. I really can't make the decision alone so I guess I'll throw Camden into it.
I go to the Dollar Store and grab a pregnancy test. It's so awkward to do that especially when the cashier is some old lady. I try to hide what's in my hands, but I still get awkward stares. I'm so relived to get out of Dollar General with that stupid test. I call Camden right away and try to talk.
"Hey, Atalize. What's up?" Camden answers. I try to keep a study breathing to calm anxiety and not break down.
"Nothing really, Cam. I just need to talk. Are your parents home?" I explain.
"No, I'm home alone. You can come over, but is everything okay?" He questions.
"Yeah, yeah. I'm good. See you soon. Love you bye," I rush.
"Okay, love you too. Bye," he says. I hang up right away and I think about if I should even go over to his house. I really don't want to even think about having a baby. Seriously, I'm the worst babysitter in the world because kids and I just don't get a long. Having a little boy or girl would ruin my life. I really can't have a child. So I told myself, if the test is positive, I will have an abortion and my family will never have to know. It will be a serious ret of mine and Camden. A little itty-bitty tiny little secret no one will ever have to know
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The Teenagers Baby(Finished)
RomanceAtalize gets pregnant in her softmore year and has no clue what to do. Her parents are very religious and against abortion but she feels she won't be able to take care of a baby and a child would ruin her life. This is the story of Atalize and her...
