Could Have Had It All

The Plan

Liv's Point of View
He can't keep doing this to me. I hate Holden so much, him and his gorgeous face and voice of an angel.

I literally walked the whole way home, that's how you know I really didn't want to be there anymore. I ruined my favourite sparkly pink pumps because of Dippledorf.

Once I got home, my mom kept trying to have some sort of "Mother Daughter" bonding experience over are hate red for the Dippledorfs. I couldn't join in with that because I love him so much to the point I hate him. I just ignored her and kept walking up the stair to my bedroom.

When I opened the door to my bedroom, Maddie got off her bed and told whoever she was with the phone to "Hold on for a sec".

"Hey Liv, Willow wanted to know why you left so soon... They ended up cancelling the meeting because I mean they sorta kinda need you, your the lead singer of The Dream."

"I felt sick" I said sipping a tear from my face. "Tell her I'm sorry."

She put the phone back to her ear and said "Liv felt sick she's sorry, But Willow I'm going to have to call you later... Okay.." Maddie paused. "Bye." She hung up the phone and sat down on her bed and signalled me to go sit next to her. "What's going on?"

"Holden."

"Of course it's him." She put her arm around me. "What happened at the band meet up that made you feel the need to leave?"

"I miss him too much." I frowned. "I can't be with him, but I can't live without him."

"Trust me, I know how you feel." Maddie replied.

I started to tear up again.

"Poor Livy Liv." She sad as she awkwardly hugged my head. "A boy hurt you."

Just after Maddie said that we heard knocking on our door. "Go away mom!"

"It's actually Willow, can I come in?" Willow asked threw the door.

"Yah, you can come in." Maddie yelled back.

Willow entered my room and closed the door behind her. "Hey." She sat down on my bed across from Maddie and I. "You don't need to explain, Holden filled us in on the key details."

"He did!" I screamed. "What does he think I am? Some sort of joke book?"

"If it makes you feel any better when he was telling us, he looked ashamed that he was the one who made you leave." Willow shrugged.

"He shouldn't feel bad... It's not his fault." I got up, put my hands on my hips and started to pace back and forth across my room. "If I wouldn't have waited till last minute to ask Holden to prom, then Andy would've ever gotten so emotionally attached to him."

"Liv, don't say that." Maddie encouraged. "It was Andy's first boyfriend. Holden broke up with her on live tv. That's why she doesn't want you to date him, because she would be offended."

Willow then added. "I see what your getting at Maddie, we need to get someone for Andy to distract her from her televised breakup."

"I don't know if I can wait much longer, I can literally feel my heart breaking." I said moving all my hair to my shoulder.

"You'll just have to tough it out for love." Maddie smirked.

"Yah, for True Love!" Willow teased. Maddie and I glared at Willow. "Not funny okay, my bad, too soon."