The Russian

Chapter Four: Control

I try to move away, but the eyes. The green bright eyes follow me where I go. No matter what. The blue surrounding my body, pulling me to do wrong. 

I fight it only to be dragged down. Down where no one could hear my screams.

I jump up and look around. I'm still in SHEILD, he isn't here. I slip out of bed and put on a baggy sweatpants that work with my tank top. I go for a walk. I have learned that if I go into someone else's head, I not only get there thoughts at the moment but I get part of them in me. Clint's body fighting Loki's spell had been giving me nightmares, and Tash has been the only person that can't stop them.

Tash has been in and out ever since New York. The Avengers team has been getting together more to collect the tesseract power that HYDRA has been using. But you didn't hear it from me. Tash was pretty pissed at my stunt in New York, even thought I helped save the world. I left it be and haven't but in to any recent missions, or get caught doing so. 

I'm snapped out of my thoughts when I bump into a hard mass. I look to see the red and blue uniform. I tilt my head up to see none other than Captain America.

"Hey, sorry." He apologizes then takes a double take at me. "Who are you?" 

Now, the logical thing could have been to act like I didn't hear him, or create a lie of some sorts. But no, because of my thing with guys, I ran. Or tried before Spangles grabbed my arm. Then I felt his memories. 

I felt the ice around him, the guilt of the death of his friend. I felt the pain of the serum, the pain of never being able to tell a woman you love that you loved her, or then seeing her years later after she has moved on with someone else and had kids. The atmosphere of change that is so hard to understand. The world you once knew, disappearing forever.

I let go of his arm and stumble back, and he does the same before looking at me and tightening his jaw.

"How did you do that!" He yelled. It gave me painful flashbacks, so I ran once more. He was chasing me. My heart was pounding in my chest. I tun a corner and past an agent. "GRAB HER!" Cap shouted. The agent grabbed me and my instincts kicked in. 

I took the arm he used, and held it as I kicked his head, then ribs, then the back of the knee. As he fell my knee went into his chin, knocking him out. Cap looked at me with a shocked look. I used that to escape, and So I turn and go to move. Only to run into the God of Thunder. This really wasn't my day.

"Grab her, but don't let her touch you with her hands." Cap ordered and Thor followed. He grabbed one arm and Cap grabbed the other. It then dawned on me that The Avengers were coming back tonight and were having a meeting. 

"Отстань от меня!"(Get Off Me!)I shout at them as they dragged me. Cap opens a door and the whole team is there, with Fury and Agent Hill. Tash, Hill and Fury tensed as they saw me, while clint stood up with Stark and Banner.

"Who is this?" Tony asks.

"Found her in the hallways, ran into her then she used some mind thing on me!" Cap told them, Fury looked surprised as well as Hill. Tash just looked pissed, god damn it I was doing so well. Clint then came over to me.

"Let her go." Clint growled. This started a yelling match between all of them. Banner and Clint wanted to release me, while everyone else thought I was a danger. I looked at Fury, who just looked at Natasha. Hill did the same. I stared at Tash.

"Что теперь?"(What Now?) I ask Tash, making the room go silent.

"That was Russian. Natasha, can you talk to her?" Cap asked. I held in my laughter, plus his grip was tightening.