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Mika POV
To protect others, you sometimes have to give up.
I gave up freedom.
Once Clint brought me back, He went straight for the padded cell. It was more so I wasn't bombarded by people.
But what the worst part is....is the guilt.
I have killed innocents to get to Bucky's.
I scarred Amira.
She is scared of me.
The person I hold close, and would never hurt....is terrified because she saw who I really am.
A monster.
No one has come to see me.
I don't blame them.
Who would want to be here?
I am a monster.
I am Experiment 1809.
I am The Russian.
Third person POV
The team sat in the main room staring at the security footage JARVIS pulled up. They watched as Mika sat in the corner of the patted cell. Her knees were in her chests, and she stared at her hands. They were black with blood dried on them. Her eyes were her normal blue once more,but they were lifeless. Her hair was stuck together with dried blood.
Natasha sat on the couch, and man was she nervous.
Not only was Mika unresponsive, but Amira was missing.
All Clint said was she was safe, but Natasha had her Mother Bear growling inside.
Steve sat and watched the screen in pain. Mika was his responsibility and now he couldn't even help her. He was lost. It killed him. He just wanted to hold her and tell her it was okay, but Tony and Bruce said not to touch her. They weren't sure of where Mika was in her head, and rather not put her to sleep for lashing out.
"Clint, mind explaining how the hell you got her back?" Tony sighed.
"She woke up after a sedative and was back to herself. She then willing came here." Clint said as he stared out the window.
"Yet Amira? Where is she?" Natasha snapped.
"Safe. Trust me Tasha, She is safe." Clint told her.
"Wait, she getting up." Steve said as he stared at the screen.
Mika stood up and began speaking to herself.
Mika's POV
I heard my name being called in my head. I took a deep breath and focused on the voice.
Mika, say something back please. It was Bucky.
"I'm here. Whats wrong?"
She is upset and I don't know what to do....
"What is she doing? Is she fidgeting her hands?" I asked as I began to pace slightly.
Her right hand keeps twitching as she whimpers. She holding on to the Teddy tightly and she sounds like she is in pain. I could hear the strain in his voice. He was scared.
"Okay, I need you to relax. I'm gonna take over, okay?"
You've done this before?
"No, but first time for everything." I said with a smile. I heard him chuckle then take a deep breath of calming.
I closed my eyes and imagined me with Bucky and Amira in that room. Amira was showing signs of a panic attack and the fear was not helping. I moved my arms around her, making Bucky's body move to hold her. I began rocking Bucky's body side to side to make Amira calm down.
I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight
I softly sang, but it was Bucky's voice. I felt Amira begin to calm in his arms.
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound
Amira began to nuzzle into his chest and her breathing slow downed.
Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone
I felt Bucky begin to move on his own. He walked around the room holding her and stroking her hair. I continued to sing to make her calm down.
Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...
I watched as Bucky carried his baby girl with a smile. She was holding him tight, with love in her arms. I never seen Bucky smile like this. It was beautiful.
"Take care of her.. I'll get us out of here soon. I promise." I tell Bucky.
How?
"Someone I know will give me some help. Goodnight Buck. Give her a kiss for me." I tell him.
Goodnight Mika.
I felt him disappear and the room slowly came back to the padded cell. I walked over back to my corner and sat. I began to sing to myself as tears fell.
Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound...
BINABASA MO ANG
The Russian
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