1 Week Later
This has been the 20th time I called him this week & still no answer. I mean I would normally not call them again after the first time of them not answering! But I don't know what is it about him that makes me act and think differently. I hate this shit. I hate not knowing where we stand. I hate feeling like I'm chasing a nigga. I really need to just moved on. But how am I just gonna do that. He was just at my house that Friday & here it is the following Saturday and I still didn't hear from him. That hurts my feelings the most. I thought he liked me why he's doing me like this.
Yo Ni, don't call him again. Said Mo
Okay I won't I said. But I can't stop thinking about him. I just want to know if he's good. I told her
Well look, he's not answering so he's not worried about you or even care enough to return your calls. So Fuck him, you know what we're going out tonight! She said
Nooooo, I don't want tooooo! I whined
So what we are. We have fake id's so we gonna use them tonight. I heard its ladies night at club tonight so we in there. He yelled
I had to think for a second and then gave in. Ok we can goooo! I said with a attitude while rolling my eyes.
Cool lets go to my house so I can pick a outfit and tell my moms I'm staying here tonight. She said as we grabbed our pocketbooks and left.
Later that night.....
We both just finish getting dressed, Mo had on a all black no sleeves body-con dress and a jean button up shirt. She had on some fuck me pumps on. Look my girlfriend ass is so big that muthafucka need a sit of its own. So you know it looked great in that dress. She did a lite face of make up. I did her in a high bun and bangs earlier that day. She looked so cute.
I wore something totally different I'm kind of tomboyish, so I rocked some baggy heavily destroyed jeans with some black tights underneath. I had on a baggy cropped top black Beyoncé Can I Live sweater. I cuffed my jeans up and wore my black platform combat boots. I just cut my hair so I had a nice pixie cut with blonde highlights. I had a face I was beat. I love makeup. Not because I needed it I loved it because I like changing my look ever now & then. It was 10:30 & ladies was free until 12. When knew we would have to pay because by the time we got there and waited in line it would be after 12.
The horn beeped outside to let us know that my older cousin Esha was outside waiting. We grabbed out bags and left out. I got in the front Mo was in the back with Ashleigh my cousin bff. We got to the club in no time & as we thought the lines was long as shit. But it was just our luck that we seen our cousin Manny working the door as the bouncer, let us cut the line. We went in & it was popping in this bitch. All the baller was out so y'all know all the gold digger bitches was too. Me & my girls went to the bar. I know we're 17 but shit we turn up too. Especially with these fake id's we have. My cousin she's young too tho she 19. So none of us our legal but we do this all the time. At this point so you know they know us. Our fav bartender was serving tonight. We walked up to the bar and we order our drinks.
Hey Bambi, I yelled over the loud music.
Hey y'all what can I get y'all tonight? She said
I order a smooth bitch which is a popular alcohol smoothie beverage in philly. It's $10 & it's big as shit I usually can do about like 2 & a half then I'll be done. Everybody order the same thing we found a spot in the corner and chatted for a while, drunk our drinks took pics on our phones. You know chilling enjoying the environment. The vibes was good all night, I was now on my third smooth bitch & I was definitely feeling myself. I wasn't thinking about Teeny. I just wanted to dance and enjoy myself.
Let's dance y'all I said pulling them to the dance floor.
We was all getting it on the floor. One by one a guy came up to dance with one of us. I was dancing with this cute guy. He was light skin which y'all know I like. He was very tall another plus. He lay looked official too. He had on some Jordan 11s all black ones. Some black Sevens fitted jeans & a black Gucci polo shirt. His hair cut was sharp and he's smile was beautiful. We had to dance about like 4 songs straight I was starting to get tired. You know throwing this ass in circle & twerking and what not. I turned to him and said.
Hey I'm getting tired , thanks for the dance! I said as I was about to walk away. He stopped me and said.
Let me get your name & your number Ma?
Oh okay cool, I'm Ni & I went on with giving him my #. He looked older but not that much older then me. So I thought he was cool. After I gave him my number I walked back over to my girls & we talked for a while. We chilled dances some too drunk a little more and then it was time for the club to close. The lights came on and the Dj announced that it was time to route. Me & my girl left we walked down to Esh's car and we was on our way to the after hour. We normally go to this after hour out west that usually be popping.
So we head out west, everything so cool, I mean I do have a curfew but my moms was staying the night at her boyfriends. So she didn't know we was still out. I texted her to let her know that we was home. Our curfew on the weekend was 1:30 maybe 2. My moms cool so she knows how it is. Plus she trusts me because I don't do this often. Just sometimes, besides I'm a good girl.
We pulled up to the after hours and we went inside. It was popping not like the club but it was popping. Our folks that we be with out West was in the build tonight so went over to where they was. It was my niggas Neef & Nazzy. They was cool as shit. Nazzy was Esha Boyfriend & Neef was his right hand. Now if you know what a hood nigga was then you'll know what type time these two niggas was on. They was hustlas, shooter, killer all that street shit. But they was loyal and some riders. Because of them mad ppl fuck with us out west. That's how much respect they got. See we Northside Philly bitches. We don't mix with west Philly, but they Fuck with us because of them. So y'all know what type of clout they had.
What's up y'all? Said Neef and Nazzy.
Esha Walked up to Nazzy giving him a sloppy drunken kiss. Lol! Need hugged everyone but hugged me longer. He's my nigga I love his man. Like if I wasn't as young as I was he would of been my nigga. But he's older then me so yeah he ain't Tryna get not scrape case in his words. Lol I respect that tho. It still don't stop us from flirting tho.
Hey hubby! I said kissing his cheek.
Hey Wife, he said hugging my waist tight.
Where y'all coming from? He asked
Midnights, I said referring to the club we just left.
Damnnnnn, y'all corny why y'all ain't tell us?
Now you know you don't do clubs. Especially North clubs. I told him
Well I heard that jawn be popping all the big booty hoes be in there. He said smacking me on my butt. I pushed him off me and laughed.
After our talk we was all just chilling playing pool and talking. They was drinking again not me I was cool I had way too much to drink. But I did blow though, they had some strong loud going around in heavy rotation. The mood was cool in there. The music was dumping shit was cool. It's always cool tho.
We stayed there until 5:30 Esha, Nazzy and Ash left together. Because Esh lived with him and her gf lived on the same block. Nazzy drive with Neef, so Neef thought it a work out better this way cause he was gonna to one of his bitches house in north. It was normal for him to bring us home so he knew where he was going. I feel a sleep on the ride back. When we pulled up to my house he woke us up Mo got out. Before I could he pulled me back and said I love you yo! I smiled & told him I loved him too. Gave him a hug and he kissed my forehead. I got out went to unlock my door, we went in and he drove off. We couldn't make it to my room so we crashed on the couches. Our night was popping. I'm glad we went out because I would been home blowing Teeny's shit up!
