I have been Mrs. Jackson for a whole month now. This marriage shit is hard. I can't lie I don't think we fought this much before. We officially live together now. I'm basically a house wife. Which I hate, it's even I'm washing clothes, cleaning or cooking. Don't get me wrong I do it because I want to not because he makes me. I love catering to him. But I do want to go out some times. I miss my girls, I just miss being a normal teenager. I miss my family I miss everything. I haven't been down the way in a while. To me it a waste of time, it takes forever to get there & forever to get back.
I'm home alone most days, he stays home on weekends but he's gone most of the week. He comes home we eat dinner then its bed. We still Fuck like rabbits but I'm just really bored. I can't wait to start college next month. We discussed the living arrangement. I'll stay on campus doing the week and commute on the weekends. I mean he works doing the week anyways. Mostly he'll be at my dorm every night anyways. We haven't slept apart in months now. I'll miss him way too much. I'll probably never get any sleep.
I'm just confusing my hormones has been all over the place lately. It must be my period about to come on. That's how I get around this time.
Ughhhhhh! It's nothing to do around this motherfuckerrrrrrrer! I yelled out loud to my self. Because I'm home alone with nothing to do. I done caught up on every reality show there is. I have been nothing but A couch potato lately.
Ugh! I need something to do, fuck this I'm getting out this house. I went up stairs to through on something. I put on my black maxi dress I tied a knot on the side of it. I slipped on some Michael Kor scandals I had.I did a very lite face. Mascara, eyeliner a nude gloss lip. I unwrapped my weave that I currently had in a middle part 40" inch bone straight. I laid my edges down grabbed my over the should small mk bag. I went to get into one of our cars and drive off. I didn't know where I was head but I knew I wasn't stay in that damn house. I drive down the rode for about 15 minutes before I arrived at our locate mall.
Once inside I started to do some window shopping. I didn't need anything as of yet so I just was browsing. I walked in side of a Macy's store and did some more browsing. Until I got to the makeup section I realize I was low on somethings and copied up. I also grabbed Neef a nice Armani exchange gold watch. I knew he was gonna love it because he's a watch kind of man. He loves them the more expensive the better. But this little 200 dollar watch is just a knock around watch. A everyday kind, he doesn't have a nice gold everyday kind of watch. I'm happy I seen this one.
After Macy's I did some more browsing and then I across a now hiring sign in the window of Nordstrom's. I walked in and asked for a appt. I filled it out and handed it back. As I was leaving I heard some one calling my name.
Excuse me Mrs. Jackson! Said the saleslady
Yes! I asked as I turned around.
Yes, how are you today? We are really low with staff so we're taking walking interviews today. Are you available to take one now?
Um, ok sure.
Okay follow me to the back. By the way I'm am Carla And I'll be conducting your interview today. If I'm please with this one I'll have my supervisor comes in to give you your final interview and then tomorrow you'll return for orientation. Are we clear? She said speed walking towards what I'm guessing to be the back of the store.
We walked in to a small office in the back and preceded on with the interview process. Which took all of about 30 minutes.
Ok, can you excuse me for a moment please. She said excusing herself out the room.
I think I did pretty good. I mean I don't need this job but I do need something to do for the rest of the summer. I'm sick and tired of being in the house. My thought was interrupted by someone waking into the room. I smiled thinking it was Carla but it wasn't. It was someone totally different.
