Damn I can't believe she didn't even call me on our anniversary! I just knew she would call. I thought she still loved me but I guess I was wrong! After the last conversation we had I knew she was done.
Neef, could you come and help with these groceries? Mama asked
Here I come! I yelled down the steps while I put on some pants and a robe. This has been my attire every since my car accident.
That night I really thought it was over for me. I'm thankful that the lord seen it fix for me to see another day!
When I woke up I seen Niesha over in the corner sleep in that chair. I sit quiet for a while to let her sleep. The nurse came in and told me she's been here the whole four days I've been out! To be honest I knew she would've been there. She's always there that's why I couldn't believe she said those things to me earlier that day. The way my heart felt hurt worse than the bones I broken. My hearts still broken until this day.
But something came over me when I seen her in that chair so uncomfortable. I wanted to tell her to go home and get some rest but it came out wrong. I was more madder than I thought I was. I reacted off of my emotions and I wanted her to feel the pain she made me feel so I kicked her out and didn't speak to her ever since.
I called her the day of our anniversary to see what she would've said but she didn't say anything. She just said fuck me and she was done! That's all she ever says to me.
I'm sick of that shit though, I've been nothing but good to that girl! I give her everything and more and this is how she repays me! If she's out in New York enjoying her self why am I here moping around like I loss my damn mind. Starting tomorrow Ima get back out there and do what I know best. It ain't about nothing!
After I help mom with the bags! I went to make some calls. I called my barber to make an appointment. I called Nazzy to tell him we back out here. He told me that it was party tonight and I should come out. He was right I went and got dressed and called my barber back to see if he could fit me in tonight! He said yeah so I was out cheaaaa!
I went to take a quick shower and washed my hair as well! I went into my closet and picked out a fit. I wore a white tee with a thin cotton black summer cardigan, some dark blue skinny jeans and my tan suede chukka boots Niesha brought me last year. I didn't wanna look too flashy so I wear a small black Africa medallion chain. And my black gshock watch with my all black ray bans! My lay was clean and now all I needed was a cut!
I went down stairs to tell moms I was leaving.
Alright moms I'm out! I told her
You sure you're ok to be out driving? She asked
Yeah mom I'm cool! I'll call you if I need you! I told her and headed for the door.
Once in the car, I started blasting trap or die 3 and pulled off. I drove over to philly and went directly to my barbers. He fixed my nappy top fade out. Now I'm looking like a bull again. I left the shop and headed over to Naz house. Pulled up and called that nigga, he came out fresh too! We are two different type of niggas when it comes to dressing! I'm casual he's a thug period! He wore some slight fitted but still baggy dark blue balmain jeans with a Louie belt, some fresh butters and a plain white Tee! With his Tom ford aviator glasses . Naz could still dress but he did his shit G'd up only and I kept it clean.
I parked my car and hopped out!
You driving nigga! I told him walking over to one of his many cars!
Ard! (Alright) He said
We jumped in his wheels and pulled off!
Yo my nigga I glad you coming out tonight! We ain't party in a while. You all pussy wiped so you can't do shit nomo! He said
