Inmate Name & Your Id please? Said the prison guard
Sineef Jackson & here's my information sir! I said handing over my id to him.
What's your relations to the him? He asked while typing in my info into the computer!
His wife! I replied
Ok please take a seat, you'll have you to put away for purse in one of those lockers over there! If you don't have change you to use the change machine on the other side of the room. Id and locker key is the only thing you can take back with you! After the guard finished telling me the procedure. I did exactly what I was told I place everything but my id inside of the locker. Took my key and waited to be called!
The wait was long. He was on FcFc on state road. It was overly populated so the visiting waits be crazy! This was my first time in a jail and I wish I didn't have to at all! But I had to come, I had to see my baby! It's been 1 month since he has be in here. He just got his privileges so this is our first visit! We talked for the first time Monday and he said his visit days was Thursday and he didn't want me to come until then! He wanted a whole hour with me and then I could come up any day I wanted after that.
I've been so stressed, he went to court 3 weeks ago and he was suppose to come him. The guy is in a coma and they don't have the proof that him or naz did anything! But the fucking judge is a dickhead and he wanted them to sit to see what's gonna happens! If they're convicted they can spend upto 10-25 years behind bars. I don't know what to do!
Shits been crazy, school is stressing! My grades are dropping and I need to keep gpa of B- or higher! They drop to B's I just don't need them to drop anymore. I have to stay focus, it's hard when all I've been worried about is Neef! I don't maybe after we talk today things should be a little clearer for us!
Kenneth Mckie, Tykie Graham, Lamar Jones, Tyree Ali, Eric Lowery, Kevin Edwards, Malik Reed and Sineef Jackson! The guard called out the inmates name! I seen other people getting up and I did the same.
We all gather into a straight line at the Metal detector! Some how I made it to be second in line I made it through the detector. The next line was drug scanner and Id check. Next line was to get frisked, I had to wait for a female guard to be free! Once in side of the room where they checked you in. I had to remove my sneaker and shake them after wards I had to hand them to the guard. Once that was done she began to search me. She made me pull my bra away from my body and shake my boobs to make sure something fell out. I had to show my panties and then open my mouth so she can search that too! After that was done I felt so violated. I wanted to cry but I knew that was a part of the procedure!
Now Ima outta the room, I had to sit and wait for the doors to open so that I could now enter the prisoners side of the jail. Once on that side there was 2 more doors I had to wait for just to enter. The last door I enter a waiting room where I had to give my id to the lady guard gave me a piece of paper that I had to sign to. Then another man guard let me through a huge metal door. On the other side of it I gave another male guard my paper and he told me put my hands under this blue light. I guess checking for drug residue again! After I was done that he told me to go head. I looked around the huge room full of inmates and their loved ones. I came across my handsome husband. He waved at me and I smile sadly at him! It was bitter sweet! I was so happy to see his face but why here I hate seeing him in that bright orange jump suit!
Walking pass all these different faces. Most are unfamiliar and a few I knew from around the way. We waved and I kept on moving until I made it to Neef! He stood up and wrapped his arms around me and I did the same! As soon as our bodies touched the tears started flowing.
