2 months Later
It's been a minute since I talked to HIM. After that day at his house I just decided to leave him and his games alone. I didn't know what his problem was but I was worth more then that. See I know a lot of y'all like shouldn't you be happy that he didn't want to take your virginity. But that's not my problem! My problem is why can't you explain yourself. Every time you leave me in my thoughts and I can't deal. Every time he starts everything off. He gets me all excited just to leave me hanging. Fuck that I could play games with someone else. Beside he hurted my feelings way too many times for me.
I mean he reached out for a while but eventually that ended. I haven't had any contact with him. I like it that way. Me & Neef been kicking it a lot lately. With him everything is simple. He tells me what it is and I'm good with that. He actually coming to pick me up from school. I'm going to his house, it's Friday & my aunt is gonna pick up Ki. My moms going out with her friends. I don't want to spend the weekend by myself. My sister Jamilah's home this weekend but she's staying at her BOYFRIEND'S house. So yeah I don't want to be home alone.
The end of school came quick. Me & my girls said our good bye I walked to the corner with Mo & we waited for Neef to come.
While we waited I notice this car that happened to look just like Teeny's. I pointed it out to mo and she agreed. I mean his car was definitely different. He had a black Monte Carlo's with red bummer, sitting one black 26 inch rims. I never seen anybody in our hood with a car like his. So I knew it was him. As I waited for Neef I watched to see what he was doing up here.
That's when whore ass Marquesha walked up to his car & hopped in. My mouth dropped to the floor. I wanted to say something to him but I didn't I just turned my head. I'm not gonna lie I was hurt. But he's not my nigga so I had to bite that bullet. But Bitchhhhh let me tell you I was HURTTTTTTTT. I knew Mo noticed how my attitude changed.
You okay girl, she asked?
I smiled a little & said yeah! That's when Neef pulled up I hugged Mo & I hopped in & lefted. At the same time Teeny was riding pass as we was riding pass going the opposite way. He looked at me & I looked at him. His face told it all & I guess mine did too. I looked hurt & he looked pissed. He shook his head a sped off.
I turned around and looked a head. The ride was quiet a little small talk but nothing big. I was to busy thinking about Teeny & Marquesha hoe ass. She was a hoe, hoe! I know 4 niggas that fucked her. They said she was a nasty bitch & she was down for whatever! She was ugly but that bitch body was bad. She had the perfect shade. Perfect size breast no waists and a fatty.
I should of known he was fucking with her. I remembered when we first said talking she approached me and asked if I knew Teeny. I told her I did she said oh okay that my homie. I didn't think anything off it I just thought they was friends. I sure was stupid.
You know what fuck him & her. I'm with Neef and I'm good here. I snapped outta my funky little mood and cheered up. It took us a while to get to his house because he live out side of Philly in Chestnutt Hill. When we got there He told me to stay in the car for a second. He got out & went inside. I waited for a couple of minutes. Then he came & got me. We went inside and he had the place set up really nice for me. He had candles burning, rose pedals everywhere. It smelled so good. Like a mix of candle scent & food. He cooked I thought I smiled looking up at his beautiful face.
All this for me Sineef? I asked him
Yes & more I know your birthday is on Sunday so this whole weekend I'm gonna make it special for you. You know how I feel about you, I love you. I know you are who I want to be with so would you be my girlfriend? He ask me with a big jewelry box in his hands. I smiled so hard and said yes. I kissed his lips and he opened the box. It was a beautiful jewelry set. It was some diamond stud earrings in a shape of a heart, with a diamond necklace and matching bracelet.
