This pass couple of weeks has been pretty good! Neef and I have been getting along great. Mo and the baby are great, she even dating again. She's seeing this guy name Jay from the job. I like him for her he's really nice. Kiera is still here she's been chilling, basically sleeping and eating all damn day! Marvel came over last week I think they broke up! She's hasn't talked to me about it yet and I wanna say something to her. I just wanna wait until the right time. You know just to give her some time.
My mom is still pretty upset. She calls and check up on her daily but she still doesn't want her to keep the baby though. I mean I can understand her reasoning but she can't force the girl. Mils been good I guess she's been up under her nigga so much she doesn't even answer!
We only have a couple more days here before school starts again. I'm pretty sad about leaving my baby! I'm gonna miss him. We should go away for the weekend just so we can spend some alone time before I leave. Let me text him an see what he thinks.
Me: Baby what you think about a quick weekend get away before I leave for school next week?👀
Neef✨💙: yeah that's cool Bae! Where you wanna go?
Me: Poconos?
Neef✨💙: Bet let me see if I could get this timeshare from my man real quick!
Me: Ok Bae!
I'm Sooo Hype! We need some alone time, not like my sister and Mo be in the way. It's just that we don't get too much time by ourself! The best part is Mo's off on weekends so she'll have help with Ki being here. Also she could keep a eye on her as well. I know even if he doesn't get this timeshare we still going so Ima go pack our clothes! I wanna leave tomorrow and time flies so I'll need to hurry up! Let me let them know what's up first though. I walked down to Kiera's room!
Hey Babygirl! I said knocking then walking into her.
Hey Nesh, she said not even looking up from her phone!
I just wanted to let you know, Neef and myself will be leaving for a weekend get away tomorrow! Mo will be here with you so you won't be alone! I'll leave you some spending money and you should be ok!
Yes I guess, she replied still not looking up!
You good Babygirl? I asked her
Yeah! She said with a tear rolling down her face! I set on the bed next to her!
What's going on? You know you can talk to me about anything? What's wrong love? I asked her
It's just, it's just Mar said he's done! He said he didn't wanna be a father & he doesn't want to be with me anymore! She told me in a full blown break down cry now. It's just that I really want my baby I just don't wanna take care of it by myself. I don't know Nesh my heart hurts. I'm so sad this can't be life Nesh! She said crying into my chest.
I didn't really know what to say to comforted her so I just hugged her tight as wiped away the tears that fall! My poor little baby cried her eyes out until she fall asleep! I tuck her into bed and kissed her forehead. I walked out her room and headed back to mine. I was so sad for her I started to cry. I know heart ache all too well so I know just how she feels! I was caught up in my head I didn't even notice Neef laying down on bed.
Baby? He called
Yes? I cried
What's the matter why you crying? He asked me
It's Kiera! She's upset, Marvel brought up with her and told her he doesn't want the baby either! I cried to him
WHATTT? Holup he said what? Neef asked now angry as well
