I've been in this hospital for 3 fucking weeks now. This baby doesn't want to come out. The doctors are really being patient with me. But by the end of this week I'm scheduled for a c section. Which I don't want but I guess I'll have to get it. Nafese is sooo stubborn. Nafese is the the baby's name.
Nafese Sumi Jackson. Neef named him I thought he would've wanted him to be a junior. But I guess not either way I really like it.
I've been so tired here lately. I do nothing but slp and eat. Literally nothing else. I'm so sick of this damn place.
Hey Ni! Nurse Joanna said walking in to check my vitals.
How are you feeling today? I asked her
Girl! Tired my man came over last night and you know how that is. She laughed
I pointed to my stomach and said, you see where it got me!
Well you only have 3 more days in here before the baby gets here.
I can't wait! This muthafucka is more stubborn than his father. I said
No he's more stubborn than you. Sineef said walking in the room.
Nurse Jo and myself busted out laughing.
Hey Nurse Jo, Neef said As he came over to give me a kiss.
Hey Bae! He said to me
Hey daddy! I said back to him.
We've been good since the last fight we had. Mommy got us straight.
He kissed my belly, come on out son mommy's ready for you! He said rubbing my stomach like he does all the time.
Where you coming from, asked him?
Work! I'm tired and hungry asf. I've been calling you to see what you wanted to eat! We're just gonna have to have cafeteria food. He told me
I want a chicken Caesar salad, a slice of sausage pizza, chicken wings. I told him
Alright! He said leaving out
Baeeeee, a soda too with chips! I whined to him
Damn! Ok! He said walking out into the hallway.
He called me that's strange. I didn't get a call. I said to my self picking up my phone and seeing that I have 5 missed calls. 3 from Neef, 1 from mommy and Pierre. I called him back first before Neef comes back.
Hello beautiful, he said on the first ring.
Hey sorry I missed your call. I told him
I miss you! I wanted to hear your voice. Did the baby come yet? He asked
Nope not yet! I have 3 more days and then they induce me. I told him
Are you ready? Once the baby get here no more me time. He said
I'm just ready for this to be over! I'm tired of being pregnant. I look and feel like shit. I told him laughing a little
You could never, you're gorgeous. That smile is what I love and miss the most. He said laughing
I missed you too! But I have to call you back later. The doctor came in. I told him
Ok! I love you, he told me
I said, I love you too and hung up. I didn't not want Neef coming here when I was on the phone with him..
I called mommy back right after,
He mommy what's up? I asked her
I was just checking on you, I didn't come up today I wasn't feeling well! She said
