Mixed Feelings

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The next morning I awoken with a banging head ache. It was so bad I had to close my eyes just to process it. I laid there for a little while longer. Once I felt it easing up I got up to use the bathroom. I checked the clock on the wall and it read 12:30pm. Damn I slept a long time I thought. Thank god I don't work weekends because I woulda made it.

After I use the restroom, I checked the medicine cabinet to see if we had anything for a migraine. We did I took it and then took a hot shower. After my shower I walked into our room to see if I left any clothes in there. Just my luck I did. I put them on and walked back out. Trying not to wake him. I had to make a run for it and I had to leave now.

I rushed down stairs and left out the door. I went to the garage and hopped in my car. 1 minute later I was driving down the road. I was headed to my moms but then decide he'll know where to find me. I thought really hard about where could I go and then it hit me. I could go to my cousin Esha house just for a few days. I pulled out my phone to call her.

Ni, you good? She asked me

Yes I am but are you and Nazzy still broken up?

Yeah girl I had to leave his ass, he got that little bitch pregnant and I wasn't having that. You feel me!

Yeah I feel you, so I'll explain everything when I get there but I need to crash at your new place for a few days? I asked her

Bitch you already know though, when you coming?

I should be there in a half, you down south Philly now right?

Yeah 24th and Spruces call me when you're out front! Okay?

Yeah I'll see you in a little! Thanks boo I love you! I told her as we hung up

The rode there was quick, it was Sunday and traffic was moving smooth. When I got there I did what she said and called. She lived in a apartment now so she had to buzz me up. I
walked up a flight of stairs she lived on the second floor. When I reached her apartment she met me at the door.

Heyyyyy bitchhhh! Said with a sad face. I guess reacting to my sad face.

Hey boo! I said crying now because I was still pretty hurt.

Come in Ni, tell me what's up?

Girl everything, I started & then broke the story down her.

Girl I know you lying? He believed that bull shit. Now everybody know you too pussy to be throwing your self at muthafuckas. He's a fucking idiot Niesha! He said rubbing my back because I was balling.

That's what I said, I would never do no shit like that.

Well boo just know you could stay here as long as you like. She said pointing around at her new spot. Which I just noticed is decorated really nicely.

Esh, you're spot is nice as shit. I told her looking around some more. It was big as shit too, she had a living room, kitchen, dinning room, bathroom and two big bedroom. Both furnished. As we walked into one room and she said this is where you'll be staying. She said I thanked her again and unpacked my clothes.

Once I had everything packed away I laid down on the bed and took a nap. I was way to tired from all that crying. I slept for about 4 hours, it was now 8 and it was dark out. I woke up to my phone going crazy. When I finally got it of the nightstand I had 30 missed calls and texts. I looked to see who it was. I had calls from my mom, sisters, Mo, Mr. Micheal and Neef. Messages too they wanted to know where I was and if I was okay. I called my mom first.

Omg, girl you had me scared. Thank god you're alright. My mom said as soon as she answered the phone.

Yeah I'm okay mom, what's up?

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