I've been home for a week now and let's just say it's so uncomfortable. Black is still here and Neef is acting funny. I wanna ask him to leave but I don't wanna be rude. I don't know. I mean he said he can stay. I didn't even know he was here. Ima go talk to Neef about this now.
Sineef, can you come here? I yelled down the stairs to him.
Hey what's up? He asked walking into the room a few seconds later.
Come sit down I wanna talk to you! I told him patting the bed with one hand while I hold the baby with the other.
What you wanna talk about Niesh? He said sitting down lol
What's the matter with you? I asked him m
What chu mean? He said with a confused look.
You've been grumpy a lot lately? Is it because Black is still here? I asked him straight out.
He looked down, then looked back up at me and then the baby! He was thinking really hard before he said what he had to say!
Honestly Ma, I'm not really feeling bull still being here. I don't mind y'all being in contact with each other. But I don't need this dude living under our room. He said as serious as possible.
That's fine baby! I said
Are you mad? He asked
No! Baby, your my husband! This is our home and I don't want you uncomfortable in your own home. I said, I like being able to see Black all the time. But if my man isn't comfortable he'll have to go!
I didn't wanna upset you! I thought you wanted him here! He told me
Look, I enjoy having everybody I love together. I love see y'all that's only because I know how lonely it is living here with just you and you being at work all the time. That's it if anytime you want it to be just us. Tell me and I'll have to make arrangements for my family to go back home. I told him which made his face screw up!
What? I asked not understanding what's the beef about?
This has nothing to do with mommy and our sisters! This is about a man whom which you said you love. Living with me in my home. That's what I'm saying. He said
Bae, look I get it! What I was saying is. If ever your uncomfortable I'll do anything to make you happy! I told him
I know! He said getting up coming over to kiss me!
When do you want me to talk with him? I asked him
ASAP! He said heading back out. Him and Naz was watching the eagles game down stairs.
Bae! Take the baby ima go tell him now! I said putting on some clothes after I handed him Nafese!
I headed over to the pool house. I knocked on the door and Blck answered on the phone. He opened the door so I can come in. I sit and waited for him to finished his phone call. Once he was done he looked up and smile at me.
Hey Beautiful! He said
Hey Pierre! I said back smiling. Damn this nigga still gives me butterflies. I gotta get outta here quick.
What's up? He said because he knows I don't come back here with him. We only see each other in the main house. With ppl around. Lol I'm not dumb I know I can't be with him by myself. I'm strong. But I don't know how strong.
So, I really enjoy you being here but it's time. I told him with the saddest of faces and voice.
I understand pretty girl he said getting up. Showing me his suitcases and keys. I knew the time was coming soon. But I'm not going far. My realtor found me a new place a few blocks down the road. I just closed on it today. He said
