The Book I Will Never Write.

age.

I was 5
when I noticed that my parents didn't love each other.

I was 6
when I started hating myself.

I was 7
when I developed an anxiety disorder.

I was 8
when I realized the people I called friends bullied me.

I was 9
when I started to have suicidal thoughts.

I was 10
when my mother called me fat.

I was 11
when I started a diet.

I was 12
when I quit eating and started to hurt myself.

I was 13
when I was diagnosed with an eating disorder.

I was almost 14
when I started to be okay.