I am lost
and I cannot be found.
there isn't time here,
only the sound of choked sobs
and labored breathing
fills this amaranthine darkness.
I fall for what seems like an eternity,
lingering in the air
just like the caterpillars smoke.
I fell down the rabbit hole
and I can't find my way out.
I cry a river
and begin to drown
in my very own tears.
I want to feel
something other
than this numbness
but the queen of hearts
will have her way.
Off with my head
but that's okay
because if I don't have a head
I don't have these thoughts
that keep me up at the mere hours of the night.
I've spent too much time
having tea with the hatter
for I am going mad.
happy unbirthday
and farewell
because I am not Alice
this is not wonderland
and the queen won't have my head.
I'm sad to say
that I cannot stay
because it is time
for me to wake up now.
