as I heard the news
of your passing
I was in shock.
No more
going to your house
and playing games with you.
We won't
bake a cake while making jokes
ever again.
You won't send me texts
asking how my day was.
After the realization
sunk in
the hot tears came.
I never got to say goodbye
so I layed in the dark
and spoke to you.
"I want you to know
that we'll miss you
so much.
I'm going to miss
your abnormal
innocence
that made us love you.
watching Disney movies
with you.
I will
see you again someday
but for now
I'll speak to you
and hope that
you'll hear me."
Death
is a part of life.
But right now
it's hard to understand.
Like I said before...
gone.
passed.
expired.
