I don't want to do this.
I don't want to come to this place
and pretend
that I care.
I don't want
to stress
over things
that I won't even remember
in the future.
I honestly
don't want to do life.
Sure
I want to get married
And have kids
but I want to fast forward
through this.
My depression
has changed my personality.
I don't have energy
to do stuff anymore.
Or to
care about what I eat.
I don't want to do this.
I don't want to exist.
