The Book I Will Never Write.

nonexistent desire.

Have you ever missed something that you can never have/get back?

I miss how happy my parents were together.
I miss the time where food was just food.
I miss when home felt like home.
I miss it when I liked school. When I wasn't bullied or judged.
I miss the time where everyone was my friend.
I miss the days I spent with my dad.
I miss the times that I was so happy that I couldn't stop smiling.

I miss everything.
I wish I hadn't grown up,
because as I did
I realized that everything I loved disappeared.
I miss my childhood.
I miss myself.