Authors note: I will edit tomorrow! Sorry for the random skips! I hope you like this chapter! (Unedited)
"Okay, what's going on here?" I sighed distractingly and placed my plastic spoon down on the paper napkin. Mom and I had been singing the whole way here to Twist A lot, and then after that there was silence. She never not says anything. The quiet thing wasn't for her, and I think I knew why she brought me here. I couldn't yell in public. . . at least I don't think so. She was fidgeting the whole way, never sitting still or giving me any eye contact.
My mother slowly slipped her drink and took a bite of her chocolate ice-cream. "What do you mean?" Did she really think I was that dense?
"You haven't sat still since I got in the car. What is going on?"
"Honey, I know you want to stay here, but I- I don't think its good for your health. You've been different since we moved here. Your behavior is more erratic and troublesome and I'm afraid you're changing because of Charming. This place. . .it changes you." She looked down at her hands and exhaled. "It changed me. You don't think it would, but it does. This town is a sickness and you already caught the cold. It infects people and baby - I'm worried for you. What if something happens to you? What if, god forbid, you get involved with what your father does and you get hurt because of it? I would never forgive myself if something happened to you. I think, before you start getting attached to this place, to the people that live here, that maybe we should leav -"
"No!" I cut her off. I was following her up until that point. She was a worried mother, I got it. But no way in hell am I leaving this place. I barely know my family members, let alone my father, and now she wants to leave? I wouldn't leave my brother, my knew life, my family. "Mom. No. I- I can change, its just that everything is new. I'm trying hard to adjust with everything. School's been rough, and I'm . . . I'm trying, mom. But we can't leave. Please? Just let me stay here. We can work something out."
She couldn't expect me to pick up everything and just agree with her. Panic set in because I knew I got my stubbornness from the woman that sat across the table from me.
My mother leaned back and studied me with her eyes. "Promise me, Winnie: please never ever change who you are. If anything were to happen, tell me, and we'll figure something out."
A little too late for that, Ma. I changed so much that I don't even know who looks back at me when I look in the mirror. "I promise." She nodded her head but something else was in her eyes. Fear, maybe? "What? What is it?"
Her face twisted with confusion. The fear in her eyes completely vanished. "What are you talking about, Ladybug?
"The fear in your eyes. I know fear, mom. I've seen it. So, I'll ask again, and please don't lie to me - what is wrong? Is it Ja- dad?"
"It's not your father." She sighed heavily and that sigh sounded more depressed than ever. "Winnie. . . its . . . its complicated."
The wind blew my blonde hair around and a tip of hair blew into my mouth, I pulled my sunglasses down and pulled the piece of hair out of my mouth. The sun made my eyes squint a little and my nose to scrunch up. "So un-complicate it."
My mom kept opening her mouth, trying to find a way to find the words to explain everything that she kept from me. "I - "
"Was it Kohn? Or Agent Stahl?" I questioned instantly.
Tara looked shocked as ever to hear those two names coming out of my mouth, "How do you know about them?" Did I just dig myself a hole?
This time, I was the one that sighed. Should I tell her everything? . . .No, not everything! I would leave some parts out. "Do you me to start from the begging?"
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