Kirito x Asuna

"If you love me, don't let go"

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Reaching for the cold hand mere inches away from my warm fingers, I hesitantly feared our touch, like I would suck the rest of life from him.
Instead, the choking in my chest and painful jab in my throat and heart possessed my tears that obeyed to gravity. In another ongoing self destruction, my mind faced itself with determination and utter fear. Determine for my sure future of misery and death, yet fear for not doing the deed right now.
"Why couldn't you just.." Clutching the bed covers, my sight swelled from tears then disappeared once again, revealing what I had feared ever since I met Kirito. The stiff frame, bandaged, and white color of the barely breathing swordsman was now engraved in my mind and soul. But of course, my worthless words meant nothing to him as it did before this incident.
I was scared of what would happen next, as the monitor controlling his life was an imperfection machine-like the people who made it. Not willing to leave his side now or ever again, I closed my eyes and accepted what had just happened-Kirito was near death, broken body and mind, his emotions the only thing left but lost and confused within his conscious which was no longer here.
The darkness still accustomed to my eyes as the sound of a door opening behind was unaware to me. My head down, eyes closed, hair surrounding, his little sister and aunt didn't have to say anything as they broke down like me. Silent screaming because they had no more cries to shed, dry tears because the tears were gone, and on the floor because the world was just added on their Entire being- crushing them. But unlike them, the frequencies were lost and silence was the only thing I heard as once again, another part of myself was taken away from me.

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"It had been almost instant." The doctor said to the three insomniacs who had finally now agreed to hear the details.
A small cry sounded from suguha, who tried to recapture her stale front with no success. It was clear we all saw, heard, and imagined the one ton machine crushing into God's weak creation in an instant.
"The force should've knocked him unconscious, but the driver said he was still aware when they realized they.." Not continuing his thought, the doctor cleared his throat and continued, "he was unconscious on arrival, further inspection showed no brain activity with no oxygen circulation in his body." He talked with regret, afraid to look at all of our bloodshot eyes with emotion,"Paramedics restarted his heart ten times-each putting more stress on the heart and brain," Looking down in an attempt to hide a choke of cries, a squeak was heard instead. "Eventually agreeing official Death call, the action we took-"
Not willing to see Kirito's last breathe in the winter air through senseless imagination, I instantly removed myself from the guest room with tears.
Damn it Damn it Damn it Damnit!
Self turmoil drowned me attempting complete obedience to that thought I never would've had...until now. Hurrying toward Kirito's room in the huge hospital, I couldn't help but hear the deadline of the machine announcing his departure. Shaking my head, I shook the thoughts away and continued toward his room with speed.
What was he thinking, of course Kirito would walk home in the snow.
        I continued through the labyrinth that was the hospital until the familiar numbers appeared in my sight. I stopped, hoping that she didn't hear me coming. The window wasn't blocked by covers, but a girl instead.
      "Akemi?"

God, that was such a short chapter but I had to give you guys something! Anyways I'm so sorry! Literally been through a lot of stuff and couldn't through it without Anakou99 ^^

Anyways, next week is like a chill week at school movies parties etc. so I will update as much as I can. I've been so exhausted lately high school is so stressful omg

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Again, I am so friggin sorry I didn't update :(