vag·a·bond
ˈvaɡəˌbänd/
noun
1.
a person who wanders from place to place without a home or job.
after i walked inside i went upstairs to my room. i walked into my messy room and looked at my refection in my stand up mirror. my shoulder length blonde hair wavy as usual. my blue eyes bloodshot. there were coffee stains on my ripped denim jeans. my burgundy knit sweater had a few holes. my eyeliner smeared slightly. was i crying? i thought to myself. i sighed and turned away.
i took off my white high top converse
and grabbed my laptop. as i sat on my bed and opened it up, i got a Tumblr notification. it was from ashley.
blueastherain: we missed you in calc today.
school had just gotten out, i was shocked she messaged me so quickly.
unspokenletters: sorry
she replied instantly.
blueastherain: you're weird.
unspokenletters: so are you
blueastherain: thank you. please return my cigarettes to my tomorrow as soon as you can. dont let luca are sage see you. sage will kill you and luca will tell sage to make her kill you.
unspokenletters: i know
blueastherain: whats your favourite colour?
unspokenletters: red
blueastherain: you are red.
she didnt say anything else. i am blue. you are red. i repeated in my head over and over. i had no idea what it meant. i put my laptop away and went downstairs. i am blue. you are red. i am blue. you are red. the words wouldnt leave my head. liam and courtney would be home any minute, so i grabbed chips and guacamole from the kitchen and sat down on the couch.
as i grabbed the remote to turn on the tv, liam walked through the door. "courtney went over to gillians house today." he said quietly then went upstairs.
i laid down on the couch with my chips and guac and scrolled through netflix, trying to forget about the words.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
while we are young / halsey
Fanfictionshe is hot cocoa on a winter day. she is mystery and sweet perfume. she is the fire in a blizzard, uncontrollable but contained. she is cigarette smoke and soft neck kisses. she is mine.
