while we are young / halsey

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an·ar·chy
ˈanərkē/
noun
a state of disorder due to absence or nonrecognition of authority.

though it was only monday, ashley wanted me to sneak out again. she said it was just going to be her, benson, harlequin and i, for a girls night out. she said she would be at my window at exactly 9 pm. "we will raise hell all over town!!" she shouted joyfully before she hung up the phone. she also said that they felt bad for not letting me go with them earlier. although it was only 7:30, i started to get dressed up. i put on a skin-tight black cocktail dress, black pumps, and my black leather jacket. i redid my makeup so i had on bright red lipstick and sharp winged eyeliner. my mother didnt question what i was doing as she was passed out on the couch, and both of my siblings were in their rooms. i was hoping tonight i could get so wasted that i could forget about my rape.

she was at my window again. i had a purse with my phone, 75 dollars, a fake ID luca gave me a while back, pepper spray, and tampons and climbed out to her and benson waiting in my back yard. they were dressed up as well. benson in short shorts and a cropped turtle neck. ashley was also in a dress, but hers was baby blue, with a black leather jacket on as well and platform tennis shoes. we were ready.
"hey, bitches" i said as i landed on the slightly damp grass.
"hey, you look like such a hoe!" bensons curly hair was free instead of straightened like it usually is, which looked great on her.
"so do you," i replied excitedly.
"whos ready?" ashley chimed in, obviously ready to get stoned. benson and i raised our hands and we all three walked to bensons car and were ready to get into mass amounts of trouble.