Avengers Imagines

Steven Rogers Dedication...

This is dedicated to @yavanna80 @Lil-Miss-Mischief and @slytherin_queen12 for being with me from the beginning of my books :) xx

The jealousy was surging through my bones as I watched other women flirt with Steve and Steve unknowingly flirt back.
And yet I can't do anything, I can't go over and say "hey babe" I can't go over and kiss him. I can't do anything to stop these actions.

All because he doesn't feel the same towards me.

I sauntered slowly back to the tower alone, after being abandoned by Steve. He had promised to take me shopping, to spoil myself at Tony's expense after my fathers passing.
I carried my shopping bags home and dumped them at the door of my room, giving myself a mental note to sort them out later.
I lay on the bed stripped of my makeup and in my pyjamas, my hair tied into a messy bun on the top of my head.
I wasn't expecting any visitors when a knock came at the door.
I stayed silent wishing them away.
"______?" Steve's familiar voice asked.
"Go away." I grumbled, rushing to the door and locking it.
"______, please open up." He said, banging and pushing against the door.
I stayed silent as I cried myself to sleep, listening to Steve give up and walk away.
- - - -
"Agent ______? I have a mission for you." Fury said.
"Tack team?" I asked.
"Solo." He said, his voice guilty.
"Give me five minutes." I sighed, rolling out of bed.
- - - -
As I headed for the quinjet I heard someone calling my name.
I didn't turn around, I didn't look.
My eyes blood shot, my skin pale. I can show them I'm weak. I have to be strong.
I kept my head up and forward, my name falling onto my deaf ears.
- - - -
My uniform is torn and I have fresh and old wounds. I've been gone a month. I tired, I'm beaten, and I'm torn.
I hope somebody missed me.
"Lady ______ we didn't think you would return, it is so good to see you." Thor exclaimed, squeezing me in a tight hug.
"Who's we?" I asked.
"Banner, Steven, Natasha, Barton and I." Thor smiled.
I gave a sad smile as I retreated to my room.
"_____?" A voice called from behind me.
I turned to see Steve.
"Steve." I gave a sad smile.
"I've missed you." He smiled.
I nodded, reaching for my door handle.
"Please don't go just yet." He rushed.
"What's wrong? Another mission? Let me clean these wounds and change my uniform." I said.
"No, it's not that." He said.
"What is-" I started before his lips cut me off.
"I love you, I dont care if you don't feel the same." He panted, pulling back.
"I- I love you too." I smiled, as our lips collided again.