Rose's crazy adventure with the Sohmas. *FINISHED*

The dinner.

Rose's POV

He stops once we get to the diner. I smile wondering how this will go. I try to think of how this will turn out. I'm scared. I know that i should be excited or something, but i'm scared. I wish that i could see into the future so i will know what to do and how this will go. "We're here." He smiles at me. He gets out and goes around to open my door, he "carries" me to the front door then lets me use him as a support. We look weird and awkward, but i don't care. I let him gently help me into my seat. He gets a waiter and orders. I can't choose anything! The waiter asks me what i would like. I don't know! "Um...can i have a little more time?" The waiter nods and says Kyo's will be here in a couple. I look at the menu to try and decide. I look down at my tear covered dress. The tear drops look like polka dots. I laugh at my weird thinking. Kyo looks at me "What?". He doesn't know what i'm laughing at, i don't really either XD He just starts laughing with me. After a while the waiter comes back with Kyo's food. I still can't decide. What Kyo has looks good though. I think he can tell that i want it. "Can we just have another plate?" I smile and the waiter comes back with a plate. Kyo scoops some of his food onto it and hands it to me. "I could've just ordered another one of what you had you know! XD" He says "This way, it's less money ;)" I laugh at how greedy that answer was XD. We both start eating. I start to talk to him still shoving food in my mouth. Manners are for sissies! ;) LOL He starts laughing at how un-lady like i'm being. After we are done eating and the waiters take our plates. He puts his hands on mine. I look straight into his eyes. He moves closer. I back away at first, but don't stop him. He looks into my eyes for what seems like forever. I look into his. I see so many things in his eyes. Anger, love, hatred,sadness,and happiness. Me and him just keep staring at each other. "Rose..." I just keep looking into his eyes. He puts his hand on my neck. "Rose....i think..." Yes? What? I get butterflies in my stomach. I feel so nervous, i hope i'm not sweating. It's been ten minutes of just staring at each other. He moves closer. So do i. He starts to whisper. "Rose.....i... i..." Yes? You what Kyo? "I...i l......" Love? He's gonna say love! I am squealing on the inside, but am calm on the outside. He gets closer to me. "I think i love...." Yes? You love who? (me!) My brain is saying me. I feel like i could fly. "I love..." I can feel his breath on my neck. He whispers in my ear. "I love..." He gets closer. "..Tohru...a" .......I try to stay calm on the outside. But on the inside, it feels like someone just stabbed me. I try to stay calm. Calm,calm,calm, CALM DOWN!. I grab my stomach. The butterflies have turned into hornets, flying in my stomach stinging me. I can't breath. The world looks upside down. Everything looks blurry. What have i done. I pass out hard on the ground. "Rose!?" I think i might just die from this pain. This horrible horrible pain. I care so much for Kyo, why doesn't he the same. I.........i can't think anymore. My mind keeps playing that scene over and over in my head. I want to scream out that i love him. I've loved him ever since i met him. Ever since i saw his beautiful, almost neon, orange hair. Ever since our first fight, our first hug, our first concert, our first encounter. I can't help but want to scream. Thousands of screams lodge their way into my mouth. I don't know what i'm going to do. I only picture myself with him. I am dead. I am dead without him. I've needed him from the very start. I always have needed him. I don't know what to do. Why did he even ask me on this date anyway. If he just wanted to kill me dead on the inside, he could've just said it at home. No, what IS home. HE is my home. What am i going to do. I just, all my thoughts have been him. I've cried so much because of him. I've suffered, gotten beaten, and fell in love. All because of him. I don't want to live anymore. I'm done with life. I'm just going to stay on this floor pretending to be passed out, as i slowly die on the inside.