Cameron's Pov
Blood that's all I can remember. There was blood everywhere. Blood now stained the once white tile. Blood was smeared on the blue walls. Blood covered her thin wrists. Her rosy cheeks we no longer pink.
Tears streamed down my face as I remember the day she took her own life. She told me life was the reason she was dead. But I just blamed myself. I was away on tour smiling laughing. While she sat in her room crying and sobbing. I called her completely oblivious of her pain.
I should have been there for her. I should of held her telling her it was gonna be okay. I should of told her to keep fighting. But where was I. I was off hanging out with my friends. I was out laughing carefree about the world around me.
"I'm so sorry Y/n" I say standing upfront of her grave. I clutched on to the flowers as my tears fall on the fragile petals. The flowers that I recently put down were all dead and wilted like my heart.
I still remember her soft silky hair that I would play with when we cuddled. I still remember her soft y/e/c eyes and how they lit up when she laughed. She was so goddamn beautiful.
I gently place the flowers on her grave and wipe away my tears. I heard the car honk from behind my and I knew it was time to go. "I'll never ever forget about you y/n, I love you" I whisper and walk away from her grave.
"I'm sorry Cam" my mom said as I hopped in the car. "I miss her" I sob. "I know we all do" she paused. "We'll all get through this together". She whispered as we drove away from y/n.