This was requested by kiersten12374 hope you enjoy
WARNING MAY BE TRIGGERING
Taylor was gone and hate was getting worse. Tears were streaming down my face as I scrolled through Twitter. "@DirtyDolans:@TaylorCaniff why are you dating her she's just a fat ugly slut, you deserve someone like me" "@johnsonsqueen:@TaylorCaniff,Kiersten is obviously just using you for attention" "Gilinskysprincesss:@TaylorCanniff Kiersten should just go and die no one would care"
I threw my phone on the floor and cried into my hands silently. I wanted Taylor to be home but he was on tour with his friends. I wipe away my tears and go to the bathroom. I hadn't cut in 6 months, after I met Taylor there was no need to. But now it's different everyone knows that were dating and I've been getting so much hate. I took the cool piece of metal that had caused me so much pain. I put it to my skin and began to slide it across my wrists. Watching the blood bead out brought a feeling of satisfactory to me. Craving the pain I sliced the blade across my skin again. And again. And again. "KIERSTEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING" Taylor's voice is at the door way and I quickly turn around to face him. "T-Taylor I thought you were away on tour" I stutter putting the blade down. Taylor never found out I cut and to see me like this made tears well up in his eyes. He runs over to me squeezing me into a tight hug. I sob into his chest. "Why would you do this to yourself" Taylor says stroking my orange hair. "The hate Taylor the hate all the fans think I'm ugly" I say crying harder into his chest. "Baby your perfect, your the definition of beautiful" he says. Taylor pulled me out of the hug, cold air cascading around me. He puts a hand on my chin making me look up into his beautiful eyes. "Your absolutely beautiful Kiersten, they aren't my fans of they insult you, I love you so much" he says tears still sliding down his cheek. "I love you to Taylor, so much" I reply. I could barely finish the sentence before Taylor smashed his lips into mine. I put my hands into his hair as he grabs on to my waist. We pulled away resting our foreheads against each other's. "Let's take care of this" Taylor said pulling away from me. He collected the blade off the counter and flushed it down the toilet. He held my hand and led me to our room. "Can I have a look" he said as we sat on the bed. I pause for a moment then nodded rolling up my sleeves. The cuts I made earlier weren't bleeding anymore but the old cuts left horrible scars all over my wrist. "How long have you done this" he says quietly. "Before we started dating, I haven't done it since today" I reply. I gave him a weak smile as he returns the smile. I went to roll down my sleeves but Taylor gently pushed my hand off. He gently leans in and kisses each wrist and then comes up and kisses me. "Promise me you will never do this again"
"I promise"
"Your so beautiful"
"I love you"
"I love you to baby so so much" Taylor says
A/n hope you enjoyed and just wanted to recommend -Covers- for my amazing new cover and I'll try to update soon. Also thanks so much for all the reads my New Years resolution is to get this book to 2k reads so spread the words to your friends if they like Magcon it would mean so much thx.
