Matthew Espinosia

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This is for -Simply_Unique-
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Matthew's pov

"Hey y/n you ready" I asked through the phone

"Yeah" she responded quietly

"I'll be there in five minutes to pick you up" I say as I shut the door and start the car

It was my first day back from tour, I haven't seen y/n in 3 months. We would call each other every night but it just wasn't the same.

I quickly brushed down my suit and rang the door bell, Y/n opened the door, I looked down at what she was wearing. She was in an oversized sweatshirt and leggings.

"I thought you said you were ready" I said puzzled

"I am" she replied blankly

"It's jut that were going to a 5 star restaurant, don't you want to wear something more dressy"  I said trying not to hurt her feelings.

" Matthew I'm not changing, I'm going in this" she said, grabbing my hand and heading towards the car.

When we finally arrived at the restaurant, we sat down at our reserved seats and ordered our food"

"Y/n are you okay?"

She snapped out of her daze and gave a slight nod, I looked down at her plate, she was twirling around her fork, her food untouched.

"Are you sure"

"Yeah"

"Then why aren't you eating, do you not like the food we could order something else" I asked sorta concerned

"No, it's just uh I ate something before coming here so I'm not to hungry"

I nodded my head slowly, it felt like there was something she didn't want me to find out.

The rest of the ride home was silent.

"Y/n can I stay the night"

She seemed to think about it for a second and then nodded her head.

I went into the bathroom and changed into a grey t-shirt and some black sweatpants.

"Aren't you going to change" I said seeing that she was still in her sweatshirt and leggings.

"No I'm fine" she replied

"Y/n are you okay you seem to be acting different from when I left to go on tour" I asked softly hopping she would tell me

"Nope, why do you ask" she replied tilting her head.

"It's just that tonight you didn't eat anything at the restaurant, and your wearing long sleeves and pants, it's summer don't you get hot?"

"Matthew I do eat, it's just uh when your not around"

"Why can't you eat in front of me?" I asked stepping close to her.

I reached out to grab her hips and pull her close, but she pushed my hands away backed up.

"See you wont let me touch you anymore!" I yelled

"I-"

I quickly walked up to her pulling up her sweatshirt, she was screaming and hitting me, begging me to stop.

"Oh my god" I whispered

Her ribs were now visible and there were red lines along with scars. I couldn't bare to see her so incredibly thin and hurt.

I grabbed her and pulled her into my chest careful not to hurt her fragile body.

She sobbed in my chest, as I rubbed her back able to feel her bones through  her clothing.

"Is this why you didn't want me to hug you" I whisperd kissing her head as she nodded her head

"Oh baby girl I love you no matter what, that won't change anything" I said

"Okay" she sniffles

She pulled away and looked down at the ground, I tilted her chin up so she was looking at my eyes.

"I love you y/n no matter what, we'll get through this together I promise"

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