You lay on your bed looking up at your ceiling thoughts were running through your mind like a hurricane. "Why did he leave me? Wasn't he happy? I thought he cared?" You had recently found out that Shawn had been seeing another woman. You remember the day he told you that he didn't love you like it was yesterday.
One week ago
You got home after a long frustrating day of work. You opened the door and Shawn was sitting on the couch his eyes were full of anxiety. "What's wrong" you say taking your shoes off and joining him on the couch. "We need to talk" he said looking you straight in the eyes. "Shawn are you okay is something wrong?" "This is gonna be hard but I met this girl her name is Kaite we've been hanging out a lot and well, Y/n we need to brakeup I don't love you anymore I don't feel anything with you but with her I feel a special spark" Those words his you like a thousand knives. He just started at you with no emotion, tears were sliding down your face. You didn't bother to wipe them away, usually Shawn would do that for you.
Tears started to fill your eyes, just starting to think about him made you cry. Your life was pointless every day you would stare at the ceiling thinking about him. And every you would re-read the text he sent you. You couldn't take the pain, everyday you would have to put on a smile, everyday day you would have to fake a laugh, everyday you would have to act like you don't care. You got up from your floor and wrote Shawn a note
Dear Shawn,
I know you don't love me anymore, your probably off having fun with your new girlfriend. My life has become useless without you and it kills me every day that your enjoying life without me. I can't take the pain anymore, I have no use to live anymore without you I'm nothing. I just want to let you know that I love you and I will never stop, I will miss you even though you probably won't miss me, but I love you don't ever forget that.
You folded the note and carried it into the bathroom. You grabbed a hand full of pills and whispered "goodbye Shawn" before swallowing all of the pills. The last thing that was on your mind was the day you first met and the day he left you for someone else. Then everything went black.
