Request by MrsAngelDallas
WE FINNALY HIT 2K
The recollection of the previous days were all a blur.
All I remember is screams and shouts. I remember tears and pain. I remember being thrown out of my own home. Out of our home.
Why was I so stupid to fall for someone like Jack? I don't know. Maybe it was the way he held me. Or the way he kissed me. It all seemed so real.
But it wasn't. It was fake all of it.
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"Get out" Jack yelled
"I'm not stepping a foot out this door until you tell me why you want me to leave" I scream back in reply.
"I don't love you anymore" his breath smelled of alcohol
I froze.
"I never even loved you, it was all fake" his voice lowered.
"Never?" I question, a tear falling down my cheek.
Jacks eyes were still full of anger. Maybe he was drunk and he didn't know what he was saying.
"Get out" he growled
I opened my mouth to say something but Jack cut me off.
"This is your last chance, get out" he yelled.
I jumped at his voice. He definitely knew what he was saying.
I walk out of our apartment. My eyes stung and my vision was blurred with tears.
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1 cut marked my skin because I was useless. 2 cuts becase no one is ever gonna love me. 3 cuts because he's happier with someone else.
4 cuts because I want to escape this world.
My wrist were red. The shirt had blood all over it. I take a pencil in my hand and start to write in paper.
My hands are shaking uncontrollably. I'm loosing my strength.
I finished the note and cried. My blood stained the paper as well as my tears.
I shakily stood up from my desk. I made my way over to the bathroom. Supporting myself against the wall. I reached the bathroom and opened up the cabinet.
I took a handful of pills. I looked at them for a second. Knowing this was the best thing for me I swallowed them all of them.
My vision went black with Jack still in my mind.
Jacks Pov
It was empty in our apartment since I kicked Angel out. I don't know if I love her or not.
I go outside and get the mail. I rummaged through the letters throwing away spam mail.
I reached the bottom and saw it was a letter from Angel.
I tear it open and unfolded the note.
"Dear Jack" It read. "Even if what we had never was real, I still love you. It's so stupid how much I care about you. I truly hope you have an amazing life with the girl of your dreams. Treat her better than you treated me."
The day I kicked her out came rushing back to me. This was all my fault. She was dead because if me. A pain in my chest grew. A tear fell down my face.
I still loved Angel.
