Don't Stop If I Fall

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Cj's POV

A few weeks later Mk went home and I was starting to get worried. I was supposed to get my period a few weeks ago. I texted Mk.

Me: Hey um you know how I had..sex..
Mk: OMG ARE YOU PREGNANT?!??!!!!!!??
Me: I don't know I think so I'm gonna get a pregnancy test today.
Mk: Okay tell me the news when your back
Me: Okay bye
Mk: Bye

I went to the store and got 5 pregnancy tests just to be sure. I went home and went into the bathroom. I tested out all of them and placed them on the counter. I waited patiently with my stomach in a knot. After 5 minutes I slowly turned one over with my eyes closed. Very slowly I turned them all over with my eyes closed. I opened my eyes.

All positive. I was pregnant.

How the fuck was I going to tell everyone? How would Zach react? WOULD HE LEAVE ME? WHAT IF HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE A DAD? WOULD GERARD KICK ME OUT? Should I get an abortion? No I couldn't. I couldn't do that to a baby. My baby.
I screamed and held my head in my hands.

"Is everything okay in there?" I heard Gerard ask behind the door.

"NO ITS NOT OKAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!" I screamed and started crying.

"Sweetie, let me in." He said calmly. I opened the door.

Gerard's POV

She opened the door and I saw her crawled up into a ball on the floor crying her eyes out. I saw what was on the counter. Pregnancy tests. I sighed. I sat on the floor with her. I rubbed her back. We sat like that for a while until she broke the silence.

"Do you not love me anymore? Are you going to kick me out?" She whimpered.

"No of course not! We love you no matter what. Sweetie, if you want to get an abortion it's up to you."

"I want to keep it." She looked at me with a tear stained face.

"Okay honey, I love you." I smiled at her.

"I love you too." She managed to say.

We sat there for a few minutes. I helped her up and had her wash her face. We went into the living room and sat down. A little while later we had everyone in the living room.

Cj's POV

"So what's the news you wanted to tell us?" Lindsey asked.

"I-I- I'm pregnant..." I whispered.

The best reaction was from Lindsey who stood up and screamed,

"IM GOING TO BE A GRANDMA!!!!! YEAHHHHHH!"

Zach stood there staring at me.

"I'm going to be a dad...?" He said.

"Yes."
Suddenly he passed out, after he woke up he screamed,

"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS." He yelled. I was surprised.

"Your not mad at me?" I asked.

"Of course not!" He yelled and picked me up while kissing me.

"I love you." I said to him.

"Cj, you don't know how much I love you."

Later I texted Mk.
Me: Guess what.
Mk: What?
Me: IM FUCKING PREGNANT
Mk: YAYYYYYY IM GOING TO BE THE BEST AUNT EVEN THOUGH WERE NOT RELATED!
Me: Lol okay I gtg bye
Mk: Byeeeeeee, pregnant lady.

A few days later I started to get morning sickness. I threw up so much and I couldn't keep anything down. Zach held my hair up while I puked and he was very supportive the whole time.

I wonder if it's going to be a girl or a boy.

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