Adopted By Shawn Mendes

Chapter 39

                                                                           Two weeks Later

                                                                             Cameron's POV

Its been two freaking weeks since Shawn gave Miranda back to the orphanage, believe me they have been two miserable weeks Autumn, Candice, Thomas, the guys and I miss Miranda like crazy. I mean we have no one to make us laugh, no one to cheer us up when we are down ,no one to give us advice. We are nothing without Miranda. Shawn just completely destroyed our family it just isn't fair. Anyways I get knocked out of my thoughts whenever my phone rang. This is very curious its Saturday who could be calling me. I looked at the caller I.D and it was Thomas. What could he want please don't tell me he got drunk again because this would be the fifth time this week. Ever since Miranda left Thomas hasn't been himself he's been going to bars and getting drunk and like always I would have to go pick him up. Anyways I picked up my phone wondering what is going on.

Cameron: "Hello?" 

Thomas:" Hey Cameron Have you heard from Shawn he hasn't been answering his phone?"

Cameron:" Uh no I haven't talked to him since Miranda left, have you tried Aaliyah she might know I mean that is Shawn's sister."

Thomas:" Dude she's 12 she most likely not going to know where he is and besides she's at home In Canada how would she know."

Cameron:" Well Shawn could have flown home for the weekend to see his family I mean it's worth a try."

Thomas:" I guess your right I'll give her a call."

Cameron:" Alright man talk to you later."

Thomas:" Ttyl man."

Thomas hang up the phone as I lay there miserably. Even though I hate Shawn so much right now I hope he is okay.

                                                                                 Shawn's POV

I lay on the couch thinking about the memories the boy, Miranda and I had made while she was here. Its been two weeks since Miranda left why can't this guilt just go away and stop eating at me. I know I did the right thing by giving her back but the guilt, the sorrow the sadness I have been having is the worst. Sometimes I just want to pick up the phone and call that orphanage and ask for another chance but something stops me, but idk what. I get knocked out of my thoughts when someone knocks on my door. I groan than get up walking to the door when I open it I see a worried Hayes staring at me.

Hayes:" Thank god your okay Thomas and I have tried to get ahold of you for weeks , why haven't you been answering our calls?"

Shawn:" Why would I answer your calls I don't want to be screamed at for giving Miranda away I already feel bad the way it is."

Hayes:" What are you talking about we wasn't going to yell at you we wanted to make sure your okay I mean you had us worried sick dude we haven't heard from you for two weeks we was starting to think something happen."

Shawn: " Well I'm fine and why would you care anyways."

Hayes sighed an looked at me with sorrow in his eyes and I looked at him the same way.

Hayes:" Dude I'm sorry for loosing my cool with you at the airport we all are it's just whenever Miranda left we lost part  of our family part of us and you just gave her away."

Shawn:" Tell me about it I miss Miranda all though it don't want to admit it you guys are right I should have kept her these two weeks have been horrible for me like you don't even know. I just wish I can take it back and fix it."

Hayes:" Maybe you can."

Shawn:" What do you mean?"

Hayes:" I mean go down to that orphanage and get her back." 

Shawn:......