Why? Because of Them. *Marauder's Era*

Chapter 47: Everything.

Sapphire's P.O.V.

        "Are you okay?" Remus asked me. Damn, he saw me wipe away a tear, didn't he? I was about to shake my head, but nodded instead. He looked at me in confusion and rightfully so.

"Yeah." I said, sadness still showing. We walked to the lake and laid down near it, watching the clouds and the blue sky.

Earlier, I walked into my room to put away my guitar and parchment. When I opened my drawer, I saw the necklace Sirius gave me for Christmas and the paper that asked me to be his girlfriend. I just stared at the set. The more I stared at it, the more tears escaped. It was mental torture, but I was the one who put myself through it. When I turned away, I looked at his bed, remembering his first night here. I was watching memories flooding back.

Happy memories that just don't seem so happy anymore.

I wiped away a tear when I walked down the stairs and stood closer to Remus rather than Sirius. I can't stand looking at him.

"You guys..." Remus cut my thoughts off. He sat up and we all turned to him. "Tomorrow night is the full moon." He told us and we could see the pain in his eyes. I patted him on the back.

"We're here for you, no matter what." I smiled at him reassuringly.

"Why can't I just be a normal teenager?" He muttered under his breath, hoping no one would hear.

"We're all abnormal, Remus. We're all wizards. You're a werewolf and we're Animagus's to get you through this." I told him and his face was surprised because he didn't think I heard him.

"You should learn that I hear even the quietest things." I winked.

"Really?" I heard James whisper as quiet as he possibly could. I rolled my eyes at him trying to challenge me.

"Really." I stated and his eyes widened, causing me to smirk. "Don't worry, Remmy. We have your back." I told him. He smiled at the sudden nickname, but also in relief.

"Hey, Saph?" Sirius asked me after a little while of him in his own thoughts.

"Yeah?" I turned to him.

"Sorry to bother, but why were you going to Dumbledore that night?" He asked me. I almost forgot about that night. I wasn't sure why he was bringing it up now.

Should I tell them? About my nightmares? They are my friends, but these dreams are just too personal. I don't want to worry them. Especially when a part of the last dream came a few months ago.

"I had a nightmare." I blurted out, not letting my thoughts dominate me.

"Another one?" Sirius asked.

"Oh, I, uh, had a few." I bit my lip.

"Were they all the same?" Remus asked.

"N-not quite." I told them and took a deep breath. I guess I have to confess now. "I had four of them. All different."

"What were they?" Sirius asked. I couldn't tell them.

"I can't worry you. I'm sorry." I sadly said.

"Don't be so concerned. They're just dreams. They're not real." James reassured me.

"I don't think so. You see, a part of one of my dreams happened. That day when James lifted Severus in the air was a part of one of my dreams. Only a part, but I dreamt it before it actually happened." I blabbed on without thinking. They looked frightened. "I'm sorry to scare you." I softly said.

"Sapphire, don't be. It's just- what if you're a seer?" Remus asked.

"As interesting as it sounds, I wouldn't want to be. I don't want these nightmares to come true." I admitted.

"What were they?" Sirius asked again. I closed my eyes, letting all this sink in.

Before I knew it, I told them. I was cautious, leaving out any really frightening details, but I told them everything I could remember.

"Harry and I are the only two people that are in every single one." I finished.

They couldn't move their mouths. I snapped my fingers in front of their faces, causing them to blink.

"Sorry." They muttered.

"Saph, that's a little scary." Remus confessed. I nodded sadly.

"You said that Snivel-Severus's memory came true?" James asked.

"I did say that. Maybe it was just a coincidence. It was his memory! It's not like what happened in the nightmares themselves will happen." I paused. "Right?" I wasn't too sure myself.

"Yeah, of course, just nightmares." Sirius told me and they all agreed. I smiled, a huge relief of these nightmares off my chest. We laid back on the soft, green grass.

"So his name was Harry?" James asked, smirking.

"Yes, your child's name is Harry." I told him.

"And her name is Autumn?" Sirius asked. I sat up. Autumn. She was Sirius's and my child, she had to be, but I won't get back together with him.

"Y-yeah, but like you said, just nightmares." I tried convincing them, but I tried more to convince my own self.