When the day met the night Part 2

Chapter Five

I sat on the window seat in my bedroom looking out over London. I couldn't bear the thought that I wouldn't be there, wouldn't see it every morning when I got up. I felt hands on my shoulders and a kiss on my cheek, "do you want to go out for dinner?" said Jared, sitting down next to me. I shrugged, "yeah sure" I said quietly. We had come back to London briefly so I could take some of my things back with me. I'd made the decision to stay with him in LA. I never said it out aloud, never announced it. That would have made it final, but I had made it clear that I would live there. I loved my home, but I couldn't keep living without him, I couldn't stand to be apart from him anymore. I needed him like I needed air and so did Bluebell. Seeing how happy she was being with him all the time, had made me see it was the only way. "You okay?" he asked with a small frown, "I'm fine" I said. "C'mon, tell me what's wrong" he urged. "What do you think is wrong? I'm leaving my home, I can't bear the thought that I won't be here, that I won't see this everyday" I said motioning to the view. "But we'll be together, you two are everything I love, don't you feel the same way, isn't that more important" he said, it was so black and white to him, maybe it should have been to me as well, but I couldn't feel that just now. I turned to face him, "don't say that, you know I love you, I'm crazy about you, I'm just sad to give this up" I said, "it's not like that, you talk as though you'll never be back" he said reasonably. "It won't be the same" I murmured. He exhaled in impatience, "I don't know what to say or do to make this easier" I stood up, "there's nothing to say, do you want to go?" I said rubbing my forehead, dismissing the subject. "Sure" he said not wanting to argue any further.

That night I climbed into bed, Jared came in a few minutes later. "She was out, she didn't even want a story" he said smiling as he got into bed, I nodded with a small smile. He slid his arm over my waist, his lips kissing my neck lightly. "Don't" I said softly, he lifted his head up to look at me. "Why?" he said frowning, I didn't speak. "How long are you gonna be mad at me, you've been pushing me away since we got here, is this my punishment for making you move?" he said frustratedly lying back. "I'm not punishing you" I said sitting up. "Well it sure feels like it" he said bitterly. I finally spoke. "I never imagined this would happen, never thought I'd be here, having this discussion and I'm just having a hard time dealing with it" I said quietly. "I didn't either, I didn't ever believe it would be so hard to be apart from you, from Bluebell, I just wanted you so much, nothing else mattered, I thought it would just sort itself out somehow" he said quietly, "and now here we are.." I said. "Would you change anything?" he said moving around and sitting in front of me. I bit my lip, "What would I change? Bluebell, you? Of course not, I couldn't imagine my life without you both in it, I just wish we both wanted to live in the same part of the world, well my part of the world" I sighed lying back onto the pillows. "I want you in my world, always" he said, leaning down to kiss me softly, my hand came up to grasp his arm. "I do too" I whispered nodding. My entire body clenched and I felt my stomach quiver as he ran his fingers lightly over my stomach. "Do you think anything is happening in there?" he murmured. "I don't know, I hope so" I whispered, he looked up at me and smiled. His hand slid up under my singlet, reaching my breast and squeezing it gently. His fingers then grasping my nipple, rolling and pulling it in turns, I sighed closing my eyes enjoying the sensation. He pulled it harder now, eliciting a moan from me. His lips started trailing kisses along my neck, without warning he sank his teeth into the soft flesh, biting sharply. At the same time his fingers, pinched my nipple roughly. I gasped in surprise at the pain, his tongue laved the bite quickly, soothing it, his fingers letting go. I could feel his hardness pressed firmly on my thigh and he instinctively rubbed against me. "God I want you all the time" he said with a soft growl, I giggled as I watched him get up on his knees. He reached for the hem of my singlet pulling it up and off me in an instant. Then grabbing the waistband of my shorts he pulled them down roughly. He spread my thighs exposing my pussy to him, I was certain my arousal was evident and I could feel myself throbbing. As he stared hungrily, I felt my insides clenching and I became slick with need. Just one look from him was enough, "you're dripping baby" he said in a knowing voice. "I want you all the time" he breathed. I nodded eagerly, "I want you too ... always" I said. He dipped his head down between my legs, his tongue sliding up between my wet soft folds, lapping up my desire. I groaned, my hands slipped into his hair gripping it tightly as he continued to tease me. I could feel my body rushing towards my climax, desperately trying to stop it, I pulled at his hair so he would release me. He looked up questioningly, "I don't want to cum yet" I gasped, he nodded and reluctantly his mouth let me go. He moved up to hover over me, his lips crashing down on mine. I could taste myself on him as his tongue invaded my mouth. "I want you, in my mouth" I whispered against his lips. He closed his eyes for a moment savoring my words, then they flashed open and he gave me a sensual smile. "I'm all yours baby" he said in a sultry sexy voice. I shivered. He gracefully hopped off the bed and stood beside it waiting expectantly. I moved to the edge of the bed, my hands reaching up grabbing his jockeys and I slowly pulled them down, freeing his cock. I grasped it firmly before giving the tip a few swipes of my tongue, then greedily sucking him, taking his shaft deep into my throat. "Woah, fuck Harper slow down" he moaned through gritted teeth, his hands twisted in my hair gripping tight. I let him slide out of my mouth sucking hard as I released him. He gave me a moment before thrusting back into my throat, I fought the urge to gag as his hips moved. The grip in my hair got tighter and his movements became more erratic, he suddenly pulled out of my mouth, breathing hard in an effort to bring his body under control. "No, please cum, I want it" I begged, grasping his hips trying to pull him back. He shook his head, "no, not this time, turn around" he said, I knew he was fighting the urge to fuck my mouth and make me gag until he poured himself down my throat. I let out a small frustrated growl and stood up, I gave a small stomp before leaning forward over the side of the bed. He suddenly gave me a stinging slap on the ass! I gasped! "Don't stomp and growl at me" he snapped, I turned my head to look at him, I frowned and pulled my tongue out at him. I saw him pull his hand back and I bit my lip, closing my eyes bracing for the sting. Instead I felt his arms grab me, gathering me up against his chest. "I'd never hurt you" he whispered against my ear. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, "what are you talking about, I know you won't hurt me, you never have" I said leaning back to look up at him, "whatever gave you that idea?" I said, thoroughly confused by his actions. He lifted his hands and ran them down my cheeks, then down my neck and collar bone. His fingers, slowly, making a path to my breasts. He was silent as he traced lines around my nipples causing me to shiver, but carefully avoiding touching the rosy tips. "You looked afraid" he said in explanation, "sometimes when I look at you, your skin is so pale and perfect and you talk in your soft, posh accent I feel like I might break you" he murmured, finally looking up to meet my eyes. I was surprised by this sudden admission, I lifted a hand to touch his cheek. "Is that when I'm not screaming like a banshee?" I said giggling "Jared, you've never hurt me before and I know you never will, please stop worrying" I said with a small frown. "I wasn't afraid, I was waiting, patiently, to feel your hand on my ass" I smirked. His face broke into a grin and finally his fingers flicked over my nipple, causing me to moan softly. "Don't stop, please" I urged him. I turned back around leaning over the side of the bed again, I moved my legs apart, "please" I murmured biting my lip. He wasted no time then, he moved in next to me, his cock sliding into me at last. I groaned as he thrust into me, hard and fast, quickly driving me to ecstasy. As I shuddered he gave a few final thrusts, and found his own release, collapsing on top of my back. He lay there for a few moments before pulling out of me and lifting me up. We lay down, both sleepy and sated now. I moved my head against his chest and threw a leg over his waist bringing him in close to me. I wondered what had brought on his sudden fear of hurting me. A thought came to me, fleeting, but before I had a chance to analyze it any further I fell asleep.