Chapter 47

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Chapter 47: Violets POV

I start to feel tears flow down my cheeks, not sad tears but good tears. I'm crying with tears of joy. My daughter just said 'mommy.' Which is her first words! I can't believe she just said that. That made my day better. It made me forget why I even tried killing myself. I need to get better. I need to get better for Emily. At first I was upset that I didn't die but now I'm glad I didn't succeed at killing myself. If I did succeed I wouldn't of heard my baby girl just say her first words. And if I did succeed I wouldn't be able to see Emily grow up. Also if I did succeed, my dad would be a mess and so would Jack. I don't even know why I'm suicidal. I mean have a wonderful life. "OH MY GOD VIOLET YOU'RE OKAY!" I hear somebody scream. I look up from Emily and see Amanda standing there. She runs towards me and attempts to hug me but fails because I'm holding Emily. "A-A-Amanda? W-W-What a-a-are y-you d-d-doing h-h-here." "To see you! You tried killing yourself AGAIN." "H-How d-did y-you f-f-find out." "Your dad called my dad and I over heard and broke down.. Then I got a text from Jack. Why. Violet. Why." "B-Because Emily got a brain tumor and I couldn't handle the stress.. But now Emily is better." I say hugging Emily really tight. "But you're not. Violet this is the 3rd time. When I overheard the phone call your dad was crying that my dad was trying to calm him down. Violet your parents love you. I love you. Jack loves you. Emily loves you. Your brothers and sisters love. Everybody loves you. You need remember that." "A-Amanda I know.. I just couldn't handle the stress." I say and I could feel tears starting to flow down my cheeks. I then start to feel little arms wrap around me. I look down and I see Emily is hugging me. God she really hates it when I'm upset. "Violet see if even Emily hates seeing you upset. You need help" "I-I-I-I've all ready saw somebody." "Okay good, but can I hold Emily?" Amanda asks and I smile and nod and hand her to Amanda. "I'm so happy you are okay!" I hear somebody scream. I look up and it's my grandpa. My god who else knows I'm here?! "G-Grandap? H-H-How did you know I'm here." "Because your mom called me to ask if I could watch Andrew, Isabelle, and Micah and she told me." "I-I-If you're watching them then why are you here." "Andrew wanted to see you." "W-W-Well where is he." I say slowly. "Right here!" I hear Andrew scream as he runs towards me. "I got scared." "I-I-It's okay Andrew I'm okay." I say but before I could say anything everybody comes back to the room and so does the doctor. "Okay I think Violet needs her rest." The doctor says and everybody nods. Amanda hands Emily to Jack and then they all leave. I still haven't told Jack yet that she said 'mommy' but I will. I close my eyes and fall asleep right away.


A/N: Okay guys so one more chapter and then this story is done! I have a sequel I'm writing. It's currently on my notepad on my iPod. But idk if I should even upload it . Well I want to but I don't know what to call it XD XD XD XD XD

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