Is there sunshine after the rain?

Chapter 54

Cc's POV:

I was woken up by a loud bang. Almost like a....... Oh no. I sat up and my heart was pounding in my chest. I felt some hands on my shoulders and I screamed. "it's ok Cc! It's me! What's wrong?!" I looked at Andy and said " there's something wrong. Follow me" he nodded and got out of bed and followed me down the stairs. We got to the living room and I saw CC laying on the floor in a pool of blood. " I knew it" I whispered as I cried and knelt down by CC's body. "Andy, go wake everyone up." he ran upstairs and I felt CC's neck. He was still breathing. "CC, you can't leave. What about your fans!? What about your life!? What about me!?" I held CC's hand and felt him lightly squeeze mine back. "I won't leave. I promise" he said in a very weak voice and then passed out. "CC!" I screamed. Ash gently pulled me away and I fought him. I held on to CC and Ash tried to pull me away. "Cc! Come on!" he shouted. I cried and then it turned to anger. "JAMES?! WHERE ARE YOU?! I KNOW YOU'RE HERE!!" Ash grabbed my waist and pulled me to his chest as Andy called the police and ambulance. Jake, and Jinxx lifted CC's motionless body up and carried him outside. I cling to Ash and hugged him. "he's here I know it" I whispered to him. He nodded his head and I broke free of his grasp. I ran upstairs and went to the games room. I ran in and saw James on the balcony. "why" I said calmly with tears in my eyes.

He slowly turned around and looked at me and smiled. " I told you I would destroy your life, that Jake got lucky. CC won't be so fortunate this time." I let tears roll of my cheeks and said " you know what? If I ended my life, I wouldn't have to watch people die around me." he smiled and said " the only thing is, people won't let you die. You will suffer" I stood still and let more tears fall. Suddenly, the police came in the room and arrested James. He was taken out of the room and I walked out to the balcony and looked over the fence. "Cc, come back" I looked inside and saw Ash. "no. Look, he wants to kill you all and make my life living hell. I don't want you guys to die. You save lives with your music. I don't. I'm sure the world wouldn't miss me, but it would miss you guys. Ross was right. My dad, Jade, mom, and Nick died because of me and if CC dies, it will be because of me too." Ash stepped closer and then ran to me and hugged me. I hugged back and cried. "tell Andy I said sorry" I said as I backed towards the fence. Ash grabbed my arm and pulled me into the room. "stop this Cc. Listen to me. We would all die for you. Stop being like this. Put your trust in us. I promise nothing bad will happen to any of us." I stopped crying and nodded my head.

We walked downstairs and the paramedics were just hoisting CC into the ambulance. "who is going to go with mr. Coma?" the paramedic asked. I stepped forwards and said " me" Andy kissed my head and said "I love you" I nodded and said it back before getting in the back of the ambulance.

I held CC's hand for the whole journey and kept saying I was sorry. Once we were at the hospital, I got out and ran along side CC on the stretcher through the corridors. I got to some doors and the woman said " you will have to wait there" she pointed to some seats at a waiting area and I nodded my head.

I sat down and cried. Andy sat next to me and I whispered " if he dies, that's it for me you do realise that" he hugged me and made me sit on his lap. " you heard him promise you, none of us break promises especially him. He will be fine I promise" I cried some more and then we all sat in silence not talking.

"Christian Coma?" the nurse said. We all stood up and she said " he is alive. Fighting, but alive. He is very strong actually. It's almost like he refuses to die" I smile and hugged Andy. " you can go and see him one a a time. He is awake, but won't talk to us much. He has been shot in the ribs and has broken 2 but other than that, he is fine. All he said was that he needed to see Cc?" I stepped forwards and smiled at the nurse. She directed me to a room and I walked in.

I saw CC hooked up to lots of machines and then saw him smile. "CC!" I said. I ran over to his bed side and I kissed his cheek and held his hand. "Cc, I promised you, and here I am" I smiled and so did he. " I love you Cc. Never forget that" I smiled and spoke. " I love you too. This is all my fault. What about tour? We go in 3 weeks" he looked shocked but said " we are NOT going to cancel again. I'm going wether the doctors like it or not!" I smiled and said " the guys want to see you, so I will see you soon. Love you" I got up and kissed his cheek. " I love you too. Bye" CC said as I left. I got out of the room and walked past the guys. I got out of the hospital and screamed so loudly, I thought my lungs were going to burst. I sat on the floor and smiled. "he's alive! He's alive! HE'S ALIVE! TAKE THAT JAMES!" I shouted the last part as I just couldn't believe it!

-day before they go on tour-

Cc's POV:

" are you sure about this CC?" Andy asked. CC nodded and got up. He was hardly in any pain any more, it just hurt if he knocked himself.

We got on the tour bus, and the first thing Ash did was went to the fridge and got out a load of Beers. This made me tense up as all the boys started drinking. Andy also lit up a cigarette. I sighed hard and sat with CC. " I hate alcohol" I whispered to him. He hugged me gently to avoid hurting himself. "it's ok. I wont drink much" I smiled and snuggled into him being careful not to hurt him.

"I want to get off" I whispered to CC as all the other boys were drunk. CC held me tight to him and I held on to him. " can I sleep in your room tonight please?" I whispered again. CC nodded his head as I pulled him up off the sofa to get my pyjamas. I made him stand outside Andy's room Whilst I got changed and then, seeing the time read '11:30' we both decided to go to sleep. I got into his bed, and then closed my eyes as CC got changed. "night" he whispered as he pulled me close to him as we both closed our eyes and went to sleep "night" I whispered back.