Is there sunshine after the rain?

Chapter 58

Cc's POV:

I ran down the stairs and ran to the kitchen. I panicked and tried to think where to run. I felt hands on my shoulders ad I screamed. I as spun round and was met by Andy. " WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FORGET HIM!?" He yelled. He was mad at me because, still after a month, I was still waking him up every night from my nightmare. " oh I don't know Andy, maybe because THE MAN JUMPED OFF A CLIF RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!" I shoved him away from me and screamed " I HATE YOU!" Andy looked mad and stepped towards me. I backed away until I felt my back hit the wall. He raised his hand and I closed me eyes. Shortly after, I felt my lip sting and I fell to the floor. I lifted myself up slightly and saw blood on the floor. I collapsed and rolled onto my back. " I HATE YOU ANDY! STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I screamed out. He threw a vase at the wall above me and all the shards of porcelain came racing to me. I closed my eyes and felt sharp pains all over my body. I screamed out in pain and heard people running down the stairs. " ANDY!" someone yelled. I opened my eyes ad the tears rolled down the side of my face. Ash ran to me whilst CC and Jake ran after Andy, and Jinxx called the ambulance. " It's ok baby. It's ok" Ash whispered kissing my forehead. "Ash I'm scared" I said. " Don't be baby. I'm here" I nodded as he stroked my hair trying to calm me down. I felt my heart rate slowing back to its normal speed and my eyes got heavy. "Do NOT let her go to sleep Ashley!" Jinxx said as he was on the phone. " Cc? Cc! Look at me" Ash said. I opened my eyes fully and he kissed his index and middle finger an placed them on my lips. I did the same to him and he smiled.

Andy walked into the room and I screamed. I tried to sit up but it hurt too much and Jinxx ran over pushing me down gently, and Ash lowered me down too. " Woah woah woah! easy there tiger!" Jinxx said. I relaxed as Ash put my head in his lap. " baby I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I love you" I heard Andy say. " Well you have a funny way I showing it" I mumbled. " You keep telling yourself that Andy. We're over" I started to cry hysterically until Ash stroked my hair again. "Please calm down babe" I slowly stopped crying as the paramedics arrived.

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I had cuts scattered round my body and my lip ring had to be surgically removed and then they stitched up my gash. I was released from hospital and currently sitting in Ash's bathroom. Crying. Alone at home. With a blade in my hand. Just then, I heard the front door open. I stayed silent and hoped it wasn't Andy. Stupid really. An 18 year old girl cowering in the corner of the bathroom. Scared of a 23 year old guy.

I stood up and slowly walked out. I was tackled onto the bed and spun round. I knew he was trying to hide his face with his hat but I saw "Purdy" tattooed on his arm over a heart. I smiled as he hovered over me. " Show me your arms" he whispered in my ear. I shook my head and dropped the blade off the bed hoping he wouldn't see.

Wrong.

He pinned my arms above my head and whispered " we can do this the easy way or my way. Your choice darlin'. Your choice" I shook my head and he straddled me and pulled down my sleeves. I gave up and showed him my arm. "Mistake" he mumbled to himself as he ran his finger over the word I had carved into myself. "Whore" he mumble again as he saw the other arm. Ash pulled my sleeves down and held my waist. "No" he said sternly. " Don't you EVER do this to yourself. Next time you feel like doing this, I want you to take my arm and cut as many times as you would your own skin" I shook my head and took his hat off his head causing hair to fall in his face. I pushed it away an said " I could never do that to you" and he raised an eyebrow. Then I realised. All the physical pain I made myself endure was emotional pain for him. " I'm so sorry Ash" he nodded and kissed me. I pushed him back and said " I love you but it hurts" he nodded.

Just in case you haven't caught on, we're dating.

He pulled me up and pinned me to the wall. I put his hat on his head and he kissed me so softly I could barely feel it. I pulled his body closer an he smirked. " I see how it is" he mumbled against my lips. We stayed like that for about half an hour, kissing gently and arguing playfully about who love who more. " No, I love you more" I whispered in his ear. He bit my ear playfully and whispered " impossible" his body was still pressed up against mine which gave me an idea. I pushed as hard as I could against him and pushed him onto the bed. "Well that was unexpected!" he said. I laughed and stole his hat and straddled him. "Babe..." He moaned as I rubbed his sides. "Mhm" I said casually. I smirked and moved my hands and pulled off his shirt. I traced his tattoo and another moan escaped his lips. I giggled an he opened his eyes. " Nothing too far right?" he asked and I nodded. He smirked and flipped us over. I felt his hands under my shirt as he kissed down my neck. He found my soft spot and I moaned quietly. I felt him smirk before playfully biting me there. I lifted my knee up quickly and he let go and collapsed on me. " Sorry baby. Way to ruin the moment huh?" he nodded slightly whilst clutching his manly area! I lifted him up slightly so his head was resting on my chest, not my stomach. I kissed his head and played with his hair. " I'm so sorry Ash" he nodded and looked up at me. " It's good" he said holding his breath. I kissed him forcefully ignoring the pain. He pulled away " it's bad enough one of us is hurt. I don't want you to as well" I smiled and kissed him gently.

After a while, Ash had recovered and was hugging me with his head still on my chest. " I love you Cc' he said. I smiled " I love you too Ash" he kissed me gently " SO CASHLEY DOES EXIST!" we looked to the door to see CC. We all laughed and Ash got up helping me as well. " Um CC? where's Andy?" CC sighed and said " downstairs" I nodded and walked with Ash downstairs.