History Scandals {Editing}

16 Day Four of Paris

April 12th, 2014
Beyoncé-

Onika didn't come to my room last night.

It actually really gave me sometime to think.

We had been texting her but all of a sudden she just stopped last night.

9 o'clock was the last time I actually talked to her.

I sighed.

I don't really know where my head is right now.

But one thing I do know is the sex was amazing my lower stomach was still sore from all the times I had came.

I got up and decided I'd take a shower.

I took my shampoo with me and turned the shower on to let it heat up.

I threw off my silk night gown which I had nothing under because I was honestly hoping Onika popped up.

I stepped into the shower and let the steaming droplets settle against my skin.

I grabbed my loofa and soap and scrubbed over my body.

Song lyrics began to stream through my head and I decided I'd just sing.

"Huh.
I been watching for the signs took a trip to clear my mind ohhhhhh
Now I'm even more lost and
You're still so fine oh my, ohhhh my
Been having conversations about break ups and separations I'm not feeling like myself since in Paris are we gonna even make it ohhhh
Cause if we are we're taking this a little too far
If we areee we're taking this a little too far
Baby if we areee we're taking this a little too far.
With me being where ever I'm at worried about where ever you are.
We're taking this a little tooo farrr
We're taking this a little tooo far
We're taking this a little too farrrrr." I rinsed the rest of the shampoo from my hair and lathered my body with soap once again.

" on my mind I past my bed time no rest at the kingdom alone in my place my heart is away.
All that I can't think of is...
We should get married,we should married.
Let's stop holding back in this and let's get carried away.
Stop making a big deal out of the little things, cause I got big deals and I got little things. I got everything I'm asking for but youuu.
Stop making a big deal out of the little things let's get carried away.
Come right now you know where I stay.
I just wanna say you're  mine you're  mine." I sing as I turn off the shower and open the glass door.

"I just wanna say you're mine you're mine.
Fuck what you heard you're mine you're mine all I'm really asking for is youuu.
You're mine you're mi-" I was interrupted by a clearing of a throat which made me jump and cover my nude body parts.

My attention immediately went to the door way where a rather amused Onika stood with one hand on the frame of the door and the other on her hip.

My cheeks turn a deep red once I realize she might have heard what I was singing.

She still hasn't said anything she was just looking at me.

My hands were still gripped tight around my nude wet body.

"Beyoncé baby I've seen and tasted all of you already no need to be shy." I watch as she tucks her bottom lip behind her teeth.