Clouded (Jc Caylen fanfiction)

Chapter 5

( Fey's P.O.V )

I sat there in silence as I stared blankly at the screen on my laptop, what could I say, and what could I do about this. Nothing I thought. I wiped the tear falling down my cheek with the sleeve of my shirt, I had no idea what would happen and what I could do to make sure my father would stay safe and make it back home to see me and my family.

I let out a shaken sigh as I typed in the web address on my keyboard and the page on the screen of my laptop began to load. I logged on my YouNow using my Facebook and clicked on the broadcast live button on the screen, and setting up my audio. I clicked on the first room listed in the room options, I didn't care what subject it was I just needed some advice. I did this frequently I guess you could say, I draw and usually show viewers my drawings and sketches but this time I needed to talk.

I was marked in queue two and leaned my back against the wall my bed was pushed against. I began to wait. You could say I was confused and at a loss at some of the comments and remarks to something called O2L, It was a YouTube collaboration I know because I have heard of it but wasn't quite familiar with the people a part of it. Pretty soon an hour did pass and the person before me ended their broadcast. It surprised me at first when I heard the countdown through my headphones.

The room was dimmed because I didn't want to turn on my light and wake up my mother, I quickly wiped my red flustered cheeks from crying and took a deep breath as the countdown finished and I was live.

“Hey, guys... umm " I stuttered as my voice sounded shaken, " can you guys please hear me out and not dislike me I am having a real problem and I need some advice ".

“My dad is in the Navy and he's leaving for a year and I don't know how to handle this..” I finished.

A couple of comments filled the chat asking where he was going and when or if he has already left the country. I answered that he didn't leave yet but he was leaving in a couple days, comments filled the page on things that I could do such as "tell him how you feel" , "don't let him leave if it's hurting you this much ", and all sorts of stuff like that but one comment stuck out from the rest

"People can't stay in your life forever, it may be bad now but something good has got to come out of it, live your life and don't dwell on the depressing things, make the most of what you can do about it". This person wasn't doing what any other person would do by trying to comfort the person in distress, this person was telling me the options I had.


( Jc's P.O.V )

I sat watching this girl broadcast on my secret account of course. Her name was Fey, unique and was beautiful I thought. I had to say I felt bad for her but if I were to comfort her for like everyone else it wasn’t going to help her situation, she needs to know her options on how she can make this work in her life and how she can overcome it.

Life isn't perfect or all it's cracked up to be it has its bumps in the road that you need to pass in order to know you've learned and are a stronger person. I should know but I know in a different way, being bullied is something I've passed in my life and it made me feel like I was all alone on how I thought and felt about myself and my life in general. I'm not saying I know this girls story because no one ever truly understands unless you're the person going through it, but it's nice to know someone is really trying to help you.

Her room was dimmed so I could not see her face very well but somehow I felt as if I knew her, her profile picture didn't show what she looked like because it was birds flying in the sky. My brain was a clouded mess with all that was going on in my brain, I still had no luck in finding the girl I met at the party and on top of that everyone made it harder because I've had people pretend to be the girl or complained about me being interested in someone for once. But life is about challenges right? not everything can be a smooth ride.