Clouded (Jc Caylen fanfiction)

Chapter 6

( Jc's P.O.V )

To be honest the more I thought about the advice I gave to that girl in that broadcast, the more I began to question myself. I began to realize all the things I haven't done in my life and all the chances I haven't taken, and here I was telling a girl with a big problem stuff I thought I knew and had for all the years that I really didn't.

I realized I hadn't reached all I wanted to and been able to say I have had, I had reached everything but love. Not the love from friends and family...but from someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with.  My train of thought was interrupted,

" Dude " Ricardo said, I turned around to see him sitting in my computer chair staring at me intently with his deep brown eyes as if anticipating an answer from me.

" sorry what? " I asked bewildered,

" are you ready to film? " he finished.

I let out a deep sigh and answered yes getting up from my bed where I previously sat staring out my window,

" Lets do this " I said walking over to him standing with my arms crossed across my chest.

" Are you okay? " he asked looking up at me from the chair,

" Fine " I smiled, a false smile everything wasn't fine I was confused, lost, I needed to clear my clouded mind, I needed to find her.


( Fey's P.O.V )

" Fey!? " my mother shouted from down the stairs, I took out the headphones from my ears and closed the laptop in my lap.

" yeah? " I responded,

" come down here for a minute " she finished. I took the laptop off my lap and placed it on my bed as I got up and walked out my bedroom door.

" Yeah mom? " I asked while stepping down the wooden stairs lightly on my feet, She looked at me from the bottom rail as I came down,

" I was maybe thinking we could go out for lunch and shopping today..just the two of us " she said looking up at me with hopeful and friendly eyes.

I blinked and looked at her " umm yeah sure " I smiled, " when did you wanna go? ".

" Maybe in... " she looked at her watch  " ten or fifteen minutes? ", I nodded

" alright be down in a few! " I yelled down to her running back up the stairs and into my room. 

I  closed my bedroom door with my back against it as a smile and laugh took over my face, maybe things were starting to change. My mom hasn't talked about doing anything in weeks since Dad left for Afghanistan and I'm honestly just really excited for the day ahead for me and my mom, I love going out with her because she is someone I can be real with and talk to.

I ran back down the stairs when I was finished getting ready with make-up and my hair up in a ponytail.

" I'm ready mom " I yelled down the stairs turning into the hallway that lead to the entrance of the kitchen, she looked up from the magazine she was reading at the kitchen counter and smiled at me.