it never really clicked to me that you were possibly the only candidate that would ever pour their soul out to me.
you were the sweetest guy i'd ever met. the one who loved me, but i would never learn to love back.
you had a heart of gold, but never really put forth the effort to make the relationship work.
you cried when you lost me and so did i, but not because i was heartbroken, but because i felt pity and sadness as to i was the reason you were hurt.
and until i finally thought about it in depth, you were the one for me, the one who was my moon compared to the stars, the one i'd admire forever.
but i lost you because i wasnt bright enough to notice the gold in my hands. i was too blind to see that no matter how i hurt you, you would always be there, by my side.
i lost you, hurt you, broke you and i am so sorry. i am sincerely sorry for what i did. i hope whoever youre with now treats you like the amazing person you are.
i hope they dont treat you like another star, but the shining moon you are.
and lastly i hope you are genuinely happy.
i hope your happiness is enternal because mine sure isnt.
- you were the night sky
YOU ARE READING
never sent
Hayran Kurguletters i wanted to send to Michael, but knew it wouldn't affect him reading them as much as it affected me writing them. - to me dearest lover - from luke
