Ordinary girl, is she?

Chapter 33: Lost.

I kept throwing punches and kicks at the punching bag, ignoring the physical pain. His words kept replaying in my mind. ''But I don't...'' Tears were falling uncontrollably from my eyes. There were so many feelings inside me. He didn't love me. I wasn't worth it, after all. Why did it hurt? Why was I crying? Why did I fall for him? Why did he do it? It was the first time I ever said I love you to him, yet I got my answer. 

I stopped punching, kicking and crying. I became numb to all the pains. It was the second time I've been in this state. The first time was e=when mum and dad died. Time stopped. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like a corpse. Well, that was what I became; a living corpse. Blood was seeping out of the cut(at my side) which was opened and my hair was in a mess. I fell down, leaning my head against the wall. Why did it always have happen on this day? Today, the 12th September, was 16th birthday. No one knew about it, except mum and dad. Not even my godmother knew. I didn't know what to do. I was lost without him. I  didn't want to feel anything.

''Angel!! Open the door!'' Someone was knocking at the door. I had passed out on the gym mat. Getting up, I straightened myself. ''Wait!'' I said. I settled my hair and all before opening the door. It was Valentino. he looked at me and asked: ''You fine?'' ''Yes.'' I replied, smiling. ''Am sorry Angel.'' He said hugging me. It took me everything not to cry. ''I'm okay.'' I replied, firmly.

Demon's p.o.v:

She put her hands on mine. It took me a lot of courage to tell her: ''We can't continue with it anymore. Your training will be done by Valentino from now on.'' I got up, separating our hands in the process. I did my best to be stern. ''Demon stop!'' she said, but I continued walking. She got up. I heard her footsteps. She was weak damn it! She can't walk. It took me everything not to tell her to get back on bed. ''I love you!'' she screamed. My heart fluttered. I stopped in my tracks. She never said those words. 

I turned around. Her eyes held hopes and unshed tears. I knew she wouldn't cry, not before anyone. ''But I don't love you, Angelina.'' I said, without any trace of any emotions. I saw her world crash. Guiltiness washed over me. I got out. 'It's for the best.' I kept reminding myself. I told her mum to go check on her. She stopped me by the arm when I was about to walk away. ''Are you fine?'' She asked. ''Yes.'' I replied. I got out of there and called Valentino and told him that he was Angel's trainer from now on. I went in my house. I found some bottles of wine in the basement and drank, to lessen the tension. 'Angelina must think that I betrayed her...'

A/N:

Guys...sorry, you won't be having updates until the next Monday.(No updates for a week.) :( Sorry...but I've got to do some school works that's why. School life ain't easy... Anyways, enjoy! Next Monday, sure am gonna update. ;-) 

Quotes time:

Don't look for love, let love look for you!

We accept the love we think we deserve. 

A real man chooses to honor, love, respect, adore and be faithful to one woman.

Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say I love you but not everyone can wait and prove it's true.