Suicide? (xiumin-EXO X Reader)

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( your p.o.v )
I was walking down the street to home . I have a fucking bad luck , and today wasn't my day . I got fired at work and I burnt the kitchen at the cafe I worked and I owe them the money , it can't be worse.
*starts raining heavily*
" Fantastic! " I exclaimed to my self.

"I HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE!!!! GOD PLEASE KILL ME I WANNA DIE SO BAD" I shouted crying.

I really wanted to die , I had two other sisters ... We had to work and take care of our selves . My mom left with another man and my dad is in jail because of killing some one. What kind of life is this?! I'm just a human.
I began sobbing sitting on the wet street not caring if I got wet cause I was already soaking.
I was too angry .

"Are you okay?" Someone asked.
" NO I'M NOT AND JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE. I JUST WANNA DIE" I shouted.
I looked up to see Kim Min Seok from EXO !
It's not like I was a fan but MinYeol is a fan of them , I know all the names.

His eyes were wide and he was in his black hoodie , grey jeans and black converse.
I sighed heavily from my embracement and walked quickly past him hitting his shoulder.

"I'm home " I said entering the house.
I had two sisters , Jinyeol and Minyeol . I was the oldest and Jinyeol was the youngest of us.

"Unnie welcome home" Jinyeol said smiling .

All the people said that her smile could light up the world and she is sweet , calm and had a great personality . About Minyeol , she is shouting and talking too much as she is a girly and clingy.

"yeah , where is that bitch?" I asked lying on the couch.
" at her friends"
" like it's the first time" I sighed closing my eyes.
"Why don't you have a worm shower , u will catch a cold" Jinyeol said .
"I'm home" Minyeol said coming in.
" dinner is ready , I prepared noodles " Jinyeol said.

I didn't eat anything and just went out. The raining stopped.

I went to my favourite place Han bridge.

I went to my favourite place Han bridge

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I leaned down to look at the river .
" NO! " I heard someone shout. I was on the ground when I opened my eyes I saw Minseok again!
" WHAT THE HELL??!!" I shouted at him.
" Don't suicide . I know life isn't fair but it worth li-" he started.
"I wasn't about to suicide . what are you talking about Idiot? Where did you get that brain from?"
" please don't kill your self . I don't want you to do that life is beautiful"
" you really got your brain from shoe shop " I said raising an eyebrow.
" you wasn't suiciding?"
" no . And if I would it's not your business " I said but he was staring at me.
" by the way , how did you find me again?"
" it's my favourite place"
" it's my favourite place too"

There was an awkward silence.

" so why did you want to suicide? " he said grinning .
" look today was one of the worst days in my life , I'm not in a mood for a idiot like you so save that in your small brain IM NOT WILLING TO SUCIDE" I said and poked his forehead .
" wow! Your hands are cold " he said taking my cold hands in his warm ones rubbing them to warm them up.

I felt a weird things in my stomach that made me feel sick but good in the same time , is that possible?

"I-I'm okay " I said pulling my hands out even that I wanted it to be in his.
"Wanna some hot chocolate? I will buy it for you"
I nodded smiling . He was the first boy that I smiled for like that.

We started walking on the streets.

"What's your name?" He asked.
" y/n "
" nice to meet you , and I'm-"
" Kim min Seok from exo"
"Yeah that's right" he said smiling .

We arrived at the cafe . It was empty cause it was really late so we didn't have to worry about fans.
He bought me the chocolate and we started drinking it . We laughed and told each other about random stuff , he was different , I don't know in what but something told me that he is unique.
He sometimes wanted to make me angry by asking me about the Suicide . I looked at him with straight face and he started laughing.

We went out .

"It was perfect talking to you" he said making me BLUSH!
It was my very first time blushing and I felt the air getting hot.

" I need some water , I will be right back " I said and went to the cafe again.

When I came out I saw a boy holding Minseok by the collar and shouting at him . I felt my blood boil.

I silently went and stood after him , I tapped his shoulder and when he turned around I punched him right in the face.

" ow! You B*tch " he said and wanted to slap me but he was kicked by Minseok .
" you try to lay a hand on her again to make sure that you are dead" he shouted at him .

He stood up and ran away holding his chin.

"You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah"
" nice punch" he said with a smile.
" yeah thanks . I used to take care after my self"
" let me walk you home it's late" he said wrapping an arm around my shoulder.
" so why didn't you hit him in the first place?"
"Cause I don't like fighting any one but after that it went to much"

We chatted a little later and before I knew I was standing in front of my house.

" thank you" I said smiling.
" you are welcome " he said smiling .
" y/n" he called and I looked up.
He kissed my cheek!!!
"I like you" he said .
"Minseok" I mumbled.
"Don't say it , I don't wanna be rejected . Just when you like me back you can tell me" he said.
" come on go inside and don't forget to call me ... Beautiful " he said and went away living me with my heart skipping beats.

' I love u too Kim Min Seok'

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