Kpop Imagines

Part-2 - A Reason To Live

(Jay Park's P.O.V)

i woke up as the sunlight was lightening my bed , memories of last night flashed back and brought a smile to my face.

i went to the bathroom and had a quick shower , i was in a hurry to meet her , i couldn't wait.

i went downstairs and couldn't find her anywhere ! it scared me till i heard a giggle.

i went to downstairs and saw her playing with my puppy (Sia) in my apartment's small garden. i sighed in a relive and smiled as hearing her laugh and seeing her beautiful face made my heart skip a beat.

i went out to them as Sia ran toward me making (Y/n) turn around.

"Morning" i said picking Sia up and smiling at her.

" Morning " she said smiling back as the wind was moving her hair.

i looked at her body and she was wearing tank top and short shorts , outside was cloudy and cold cause we were in winter .... deep in my hear i wanted to hug her warming her up in my arms .

"it's cold let's go inside " i said getting angry but not showing it . she nodded and we went inside.

"i'm gonna order food in a minute" i said picking up the phone.

" why order? " she asked and i looked at her confused

" i can cook so no need to order " she said and i put the phone down smiling at her.

we went to the kitchen together . she opened the fridge and pulled out somethings , she started cooking like an experienced chef .

her hair was lifted down and it was obvious that it was bothering her . i saw a hair tie in her hand and i had an idea.

i went to her and pulled her hair back slowly .

" give me the hair tie" i whispered .

she gave it to me and i tied her hair .

" here you go " i said smiling at her. she was blushing and looking down.

she continued cooking as i continued watching her .

we organized the table together smiling to each other from now to then. i wish that every morning could be like this , i will remember these little things forever.

we sat down on the table .

i tasted the soup and it shocked me , how can someone be that perfect?? it just taste exactly like my mom's.

her phone rang , i looked at the screen it was ' Yu Kwonie ' . is she friends with U-kwon ? 

" excuse me " she said and went to the other room .

i stopped eating , what are they talking about?! why is he calling her ?! should i listen through the door.

she came back after a while.

" you are close to him? " i asked .

" yes , he is my brother's friend and he became my bestfriend "she said nodding.

" bestfriends or more? " i said getting jealous . oh my god what am i doing.

" just friends " she said and continued eating.

i didn't like the idea that she was friends with him , i know i'm selfish but i just don't like other guys around her.

(Timeskip - 8 P.m )

we were sitting on the couch watching T.v or she was watching T.V cause i was just looking at her .

there was a knock on the door ! , why can't people leave us alone?! . i sighed and sat up to opened it .

it was an unexpected person!! HanAh , i totally forgot about her , i used to bring her here some nights.

" Long time no see " she said and smashed her lips to mine , i shivered in a disgust! i wasn't like that before.

i pushed her away and glared at her.

" you should leave " i said.

" but i need you right now " she said coming closer but i pushed her again.

" is it because of that bitch? Do you love her!?? " she screamed at me .

" Don't dare calling her like that or come here again! " i said loud enough for her to understand and pushed her outside closing the door.

i went back inside and sat on the couch closing my eyes for a while.

" i'm sorry " she said.

" for what? " i asked rubbing my forehead not opening my eyes.

" for being between you and your girl friend , i will leave if- " i cut her off , she made me get angry.

" she is not my girlfriend we just spent some nights together and you are not going anywhere " i said looking at her emotionless . good , now she will hate me forever , i'm a jerk.

"and now? "

" i don't wanna do it , not with her or any other woman " i said looking down

" it's a good thing that you quitted but it's not nice to do things like that , what if she got pregnant? " she said looking down

" i use protection"

" oh " she said and looked down , once again she took my eyes .

HanAh's question was in my mind. Do I Love Her?!