Stella's POV:
This is our first argument since we started dating and I really hope we can be reasonable about it. Although Cristina made a good point earlier. Instead of freaking out at Harry I should have just calmly asked him what it was all about. I just couldn't though, I have been hurt way too many times in the past to just 'calmly talk about it'. I need to know that he cares for me as much as I care about him and that this isn't just a game for him. "How could you Harry?" I say staring into his emerald green eyes which look like that have grown 3 times as large. "Stella, its not what it looks like." he tries to explain. "Really? Well to me it looks like you guys were out together and you were holding hands staring into each others eyes. I don't know how many different ways you could take that." I say moving away from him. Poor Cristina, she was sitting at the kitchen table trying to not get involved. She stood up and headed for the door. "Uh, I think I'm going to go see what Niall and the rest of the boys are up to..." she said leaving Harry and I alone. "Stella please, just let me explain." Harry begged. "Explain what? That you didn't mean to? That she is just a friend? No, you don't need to explain anything. I get it, I was just someone to hold you over until you found a much prettier and skinnier girl to be with. Go ahead, be with her. I'm sure you two are perfect for each other." I yelled. I didn't want to cry in front of him but I couldn't help it. The tears just came. Harry took a step towards me and tried to grab my hand but I pulled it away. "Please baby, just hear me out...please." he whispered looking just as hurt as I am. No I won't fall for it. He was out with another girl, holding hands and being all lovey dovey with each other. There is nothing to explain. "No, just go Harry." I said stepping away from him. "Go." I repeated. Harry stood there shocked. Tears were still pouring down my face as he turned and left. I knew this would happen. I knew he would hurt me but I didn't want to believe it. He really made me believe that he was different. I need to focus on my career and my music for now. I don't have time for a relationship. We leave for the tour in November and I have to have 4 singles released by mid September. I will be extremely busy for the next couple of months. This would hopefully get my mind off Harry. As angry as I am with him, I still love him. I can't help it. He has made me fall in love with him these past few weeks and it will be very difficult to get over him but I have to do what is best for me. I walked to the bathroom and wiped my tears. I decided to just take off my make up all together. When I came out of the bathroom there was a knock at the door. Praying that it wasn't Harry I went to check the peep hole. It is Liam and Louis. I sighed and let them in. "Hey, if you're here to talk about Harry please don't." I say walking back to the fridge and poured 3 glasses of juice for us. "We heard what happened and we just wanted to make sure that you were okay." Liam said taking a sip from the glass that I set out in front of him. Liam and Louis were sitting at the barstools and I was standing in front of them behind the counter. "I'll be fine. I knew I shouldn't have rushed into a relationship." I said as the tears started to form in my eyes again. "Stel, we don't know how this happened. Harry has never been so in love with someone before and this just doesn't seem like it makes sense. He talks about you so much that is has gotten to the point where we have to tell him to shut up. He is in love with you and when he realizes what he has done, I'm sure you guys will be able to work through it." Louis says grabbing my hand and giving it a light squeeze. "I don't think so, I just don't need to be in a relationship with someone that lies to me and pretty much cheated on me." I said. "But Stella, you guys are perfect together" Liam says trying to convince me. The worst part about all of this was that no matter how hard I try, I love Harry and nothing anyone says will change that. So much for meeting my parents... "I don't think so. I just need to be alone, and focus on my music. I am going to be super busy until the tour starts so at least now I won't have a distraction." I say letting another tear fall from my face. Louis leans over and wipes my tear and says "Well whatever you guys decide to do, I hope you can at least be friends because we are going to be spending almost a year together and I want us all to have fun." I take a step towards Liam and Louis and say "Thank you guys so much, I am so happy that I met you guys. I promise, this year will be a blast." I say forcing a smile. "Stella, we love you like our little sister now and anytime you need to talk, we will be here for you." Liam said pulling mw into a hug. "Thank you, I love you guys." I whisper. "Alright, are you going to be okay? We should probably go find Harry. He ran off somewhere." Louis says. "Yeah, I'll be fine." I tell them. The two boys get up and head towards the door. "Let us know if you need anything Stel," Liam calls out. I nod and shut the door. I finished my juice and put the glass in the sink. I need to eat something but I really don't feel like cooking. I grabbed my phone and there was a text from Cristina.
