Hey guys! I am so sorry I didn't update last night! I got home late and was super tired, hopefully this makes up for it! Thank you for the reads! *Just so everyone knows, this chapter will have a sexual scene so just skip over it if you don't like that stuff*
Harry and I had an amazing day. We didn't do much but we were happy to just be around each other. It was starting to get dark out and earlier Harry had come up with the idea to go for a night swim at the pool on the roof of our complex. I haven't been swimming with Harry since our first date at the lake. For some reason, I was nervous! I never feel shy or embarrassed around Harry but now that I have to be in a bathing suit in front of him, I'm beginning to feel very self conscious. I know Harry has seen me before in just a bra and panties, but this is different, that was unplanned and a spur of the moment thing. I don't know, I just have never been one to show off my body and feel comfortable doing it. Especially when there are boys involved. I am a pretty average weight, the only thing is I have a very large chest and a large behind. You could say I am curvy. One thing my mom always told me was to always be comfortable in my own skin. I may not be a size 0, but I am still beautiful in my own way. I shouldn't let the size of my chest or bum define who I am. I was blessed with curves so I need to embrace them. I was getting lost in my thoughts when Harry spoke out "Hello...earth to Stella?" "Sorry, I was daydreaming or something, what did you say?" I apologize to him. "What are you thinking?" Harry says staring into my eyes. "No nothing, its not important." I say. "Stel, you know you can tell me anything right?" he says holding my hands. "Yeah I know, its nothing, I'm fine. Thanks though, you're the best." I say doing my best to smile at him. "Alright then, it looks like its getting pretty dark. I'm going to go get some swim trunks on, I will be back in 10 minutes." Harry says getting up and kissing me on the cheek. "Okay" I smile and walk to my room. I go into the drawer and pull out a pink bikini and lay it on my bed. I stare at it for a second before I remove my top and bra. I tie the bandeau style top around myself and pull the bottoms on. I look at my reflection in the mirror and wonder if Harry will think any differently of me when he sees me. I try and erase the thoughts from my head and put a white knit bathing suit cover up on. I grab a towel and head back into the kitchen. Harry walks in minutes later and smiles at me "Ready?" "Yup" I say nervously. He grabs my hand and leads me towards the elevator. When we get up to the pool, there is no one there but us. Thank God... Harry removes his shirt and slips his shoes off. He turns to look at me and says "Are you just gonna stand there and stare at me or are you going to undress" he says giving me a wink. "I uh, yeah" I say forcing a small laugh. Harry walks over to me "What's going on?" he asks. "Nothing, I just I'm not really in the mood to swim right now." I lie. "Why? Are you not feeling well?" he asks sounding concerned. "No no I feel fine, I just don't feel like swimming." again I lie. "I get the feeling that there's something else." Harry says grabbing my hands "Look at me Stel, what's wrong?" he says softly. "I well, I just, there are girls out there that are prettier, skinnier, smarter, and better than me, why did you chose me?" I spit out. "Stella, look at you. You are the most beautiful girl on the planet, and besides which, you have the most amazing personality to match. Is this because you don't feel comfortable in your bathing suit?" he asks. "Yeah..." I whisper so softly I'm not even sure if he heard me. "Stand up." he tells me. "What? Why?" I ask. "Because, just do it." he says again. I stand up and stare into his beautiful green eyes. He lifts his hand to meet my cheek and slowly reaches down to the hem of my cover up. He pulls it up slowly and throws it on the lounge chair. Immediately I try to cover up what I can with my arms. He pulls my arms away and takes a breath. "Stella, wow, I, I have, you look, wow." he manages to get out. I blush and he takes my hands in his. "I have told you this before, and I will continue to tell you this until you believe me. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. You take my breath away. You may be curvy, but that I love that about you! You don't look like every other girl out there. You are different. You are beautiful." he breathes. I blush again and say, "Are you sure?" I whisper. "Yes baby, I am sure. I don't understand how you can't see your beauty. Having a nice rack is something you should be proud of. I mean look at them in that top...and your ass...ouf" Harry says winking at me. "Harry!" I hit him playfully. He really is perfect. He is showing me that more and more everyday. Am I falling in love with him? "Alright that's enough, I need to get you in the water" Harry says picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder. He walks to the edge of the pool and jumps in still holding me. "Harry!" I yell for the second time. I splash him a few times and until he pulls me close to him. I wrap my legs around his waist and he leans into my ear and whispers "You are perfect to me. I wouldn't change a single thing about you. Always remember that Stella." His tone sends shivers down my spine and my stomach flutters. He softly kisses the skin below my ear and leaves a small trail of kisses down my neck. I close my eyes and moan quietly. I pull his head back up and tangle my fingers in his hair pulling his face close to mine. I lean in and kiss his soft full lips. His tongue enters my mouth and he softly runs it over my bottom lip. I feel his hand move from my neck to the middle of my back where my bathing suit tie is. He pulls on one of the loose ends and my top comes undone. I am now in Harry's arms without a top on for the second time, and magically, I am okay with it. I trust him. His hand moves from my back to my front slowly cupping my naked breast in his hand. I feel his harden against me. I let out another soft moan and Harry follows with one of his own. His mouth never leaves mine and his hands continue to explore my body. "I have never felt like this about anyone before." He whispers into my ear. "Me either" I say. Harry releases me from his embrace and says "We should go inside." I grab my bikini top and climb out of the pool. For a second I forgot that I was topless and Harry's eyes grow wide. I smirk at him and he covers me with a towel. We grab our things and head back downstairs. "Did you really mean that? You have never felt this way about anyone before? I thought you had Mason, I mean weren't you in love with him?" Harry asks as I open the door to my condo. "I was, I mean I thought I was. He broke my heart and after that I don't believe that that is what love is supposed to feel like. I think love is supposed to feel effortless, and free and unconditional. He is the reason behind my confidence issues. Towards the beginning of our relationship he always made me feel beautiful and special and during the last few months we lost that spark, he became distant and made me feel worthless. I wouldn't be surprised if he cheated on me as well." I explain throwing my towel into the hamper. "That bastard. You are mine now, and I promise you that I will make you feel like you are worth it every second of everyday. Because Stella, you are." Harry says with soft eyes. I kiss him gently on the lips and say "I'm so glad we met. I am going to change quickly. Stay with me tonight?" I ask. "I would love to. I will go change and I will be right back." Harry says giving me a quick kiss on the cheek before leaving. I run to my room and throw on a white silk night dress that is surprisingly short. It has spaghetti straps and lace detailing on the top and bottom hems of it. I remove my bra and put on a clean pair of white panties. I quickly brush out my wet hair and throw it in a bun. Then I remove the rest of my makeup that didn't come off in the water and head back into the kitchen. I grab my phone out of my purse and see a text from Cristina and one from Lou.
From: Cristina:
Hey babe, I'm spending the night at Niall's. I am coming with you to the studio tomorrow so I will meet you at the car at 7:45! Have a good night, love you.
To: Cristina:
Have fun ;) Sounds good, night! Love you too.
From: Lou:
Hey love, sorry to bother you this late, but I will be a bit late to the studio tomorrow. Lux has a doctors appointment! Have a good night. xo -Lou
To: Lou:
No problem! See you later! xoxo
I put my phone back into my purse and Harry enters the condo again looking as perfect as ever. He is wearing a pair of white Calvin Klein boxer shorts and no shirt. Oh my god, I could get used to this. He smirks at me and says "I love the way you stare at me and think that I don't notice." "I don't stare..." I say rolling my eyes at him. "Get over yourself Styles." He just chuckles and pulls me into his arms. "Let's go to bed." I say pulling his arm dragging him to my room. "I just have one question for you, where the fuck did you get that nighty." he says eying my body up and down. "You like it?" I say spinning in a circle showing off for Harry. I am shocked at this sudden boost of confidence. "I love it baby." he says pulling me close to him and kissing my lips harshly. I push him onto the bed and climb onto his lap. I slowly rock my hips into him. "Stella" he moans and immediately I feel him harden underneath me. "Something wrong Harry?" I ask him innocently. "Fuck baby. You are killing me" he say and he flips me over so that now he is the one in control. He looks into my eyes and crashes his lips to mine. His hand swiftly moves up my thigh and under my nighty. His fingers hook around my panties and he tries to pull them off when I grab his hand. "I want to do something for you first." I tell him. Not sure of what I am going to do or how I am supposed to do it because I have never done anything like this before, Harry takes my hand in his and nods. He pulls himself off of me and I run my fingers down his abs. I can feel his heavy breathing. My hands find their way to his boxers and I feel his length over his shorts. He lets out a breath before saying "Stel, are you sure? You don't have to" "Yes I am sure" I say and continue to grab him. "Baby, just like that. Fuck" he moans. "Are you sure you haven't done this before?" he moans again. I smile to myself pleased with his reaction. I pull down his boxers leaving him on the bed completely naked. He doesn't seem to be uncomfortable with it so I continue to grab him. "Stella" he moans. "I'm going to come" He lets out a breath and finishes. I let him settle for a minute before asking him "Was that okay?" "Baby, it was the best." he replies kissing me on the mouth. I smirk at him very pleased with myself. "Your turn" he says winking at me. Instantly my stomach flutters and I feel the heat begin to build. He leaves small kisses down my neck and slowly kisses and sucks the skin right above my breast. "Harry" I whine. He ducks his head down pulling my panties off and tossing them to the ground. Thank God he put his boxers back on or tonight something bigger may have happened. He trails kisses all the way up my inner thigh getting close to my sensitive spot. He lifts his head to look at me and I raise my eyebrow at him "Harry why are you stopping?" I whine. He laughs to himself and says "I want to taste you baby" Again I feel the heat build between my legs and I nod at him giving him permission. I don't know what has gotten into me, all I know is that I want him right now, I need him. He ducks his head again and I feel his warm tongue gently kissing and sucking me. I moan and call out his name several times. "Oh my God Harry" I scream. Thankfully no one is home to hear this. "That's it baby, does that feel good?" he coos. His tongue moves in and out of me and I come undone. He lifts his head ad lies down beside me giving me a minute to recover. I open my eyes and smile at Harry. I have just shared something so special with him and in that moment, I know for a fact that I, Stella Adamo, am falling in love with Harry Styles. After our 'eventful' night, I fall asleep with Harry's arms wrapped around my waist.
Again, I apologize for not updating yesterday! I hope this chapter makes up for it! I will be updating again tomorrow! Thanks for the reads! Please continue to read, comment, and share! Lots of love.
xoxo,
Stella
